Terrifying Terror

November,26th and 27th, 2008... a date to remember by everyone who is linked with India somehow or the other not cuz of any pride but cuz of Terrorist attack on Mumbai...The city which nevel sleeps is continuing its tradition just cuz of Terrorism... the most horryfying, devastating and surprising attack in Indian history...
Terrorist attacked on most iconic buildings of Mumbai i.e. Taj Hotel and The Oberoi's...
Now here is a question how they got into the hotels...was it lack of security or someone from the security is involved.... cuz carrying AK-47 and loadsa bombs and grenades is nearly impossible such places...
Now comes our so called TRP hikers...the MEDIA... an eye of the terrorist...why can't these people switch off their channels and stay at home... they have to be first in the race and they are showing what all terrorist requires... they are showing where all sharp shooters are placed...where all snipers are... they jus cant let others do their job properly...
More than 200 people killed and 500 are injured... and these terrorist are none other than youth of the 21st century...average age limit is 22 years...isn't this amazing...DEVELOPED WORLD...
I dont know how can we fight with this but we have to do something to sought it out... why cant we kill these terrorist at the time of arresting... wats the need to prove them whether they are wrong or right.... they should be hang then and there only...

May god give strength to all families who lost their relatives and may their souls rest in peace...

What is UP...

friends...romans and countrymen...
my first post in winters of 2008...
winters after rain...its jus amazing...winter morning....amazing weather...
nothing new is happening with me...same old life....tuitions are on...indore ppl are getting worse everyday...no sign of improvement...by the way i am enjoying myself...watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S. reegularly...finished 5th season yesterday... no need of actual friends here...
saw Dostana and Dasvidaniya... second D was faaaar better than first... saw Quantum of Solace too... it was ok types not liked though...no good cars...no hot girls and our James Bond's ass is kicked in every scene...
thats it...hope you all enjoying yourself... have fun....take care of yourself..
cheers.

Big day is Over...

now...i am officially brother in-law... my di got engaged on 9th of october...

with the pyrotechnic display of dussehra festival...
our event was more like a carnival...

many people gave their presence on this auspicious occasion...
many were happy,few were not... i am happy because they have learned their lesson...

family and freinds reunited after long time...
i dont know what to write so that it can rhyme...

i think we did it superbly...i think the best one...
i dont care if there is any problem with anybody... be it anyone...

such kinda occasions are meant to be enjoyed...
i dont know why the hell people spoil their mood and be annoyed...

my best pal was there with me till last...
i couldn't ask better than him in this world which is so vast...

everybody was happy, especially mom and dad...
we are happy family... there is no place for the word sad...

Stationed....

here i am on my journey to home... travelling by train is always an unique experience...
i can see my co-passengers and people who came to see off them at the railway station...
on the station you see all kind of emotions... some are departing with smiling face and some with tears...
men selling newspapers,tea and bunch of chips etc etc...

i can see people happy as most of them are going home to celebrate Diwali...
i can see people tensed as their ticket is still not confirmed and they are running after railway officer...
i can also see people who are at the station just for fun and tea... they dont have anything to do with the railways..
some are carrying tea and coffee for their family members... some are shaking hands where some are giving hugs...children crying as they dont wanna go....

different people...different emotions... some are lovable for that moment where some are meant to be hated...

FaMiy...

When I was born, they were there...
I don't know them, but they really care...

I don't remember when I spoke first word...
They remember when I called them 'MA, PA' in blurred...

I ve got an elder sister, don't know the name of her...
She is sweet and caring, and loves her younger brother...

I don't remember the first step taken by me...
But they were right there to hold me, if I fall down...

I was naughty and used to make them run after me everytime...
They were calm and let me do what I want anytime...

As the days passed by, I ve grown old...
They are still the same, more than silver or gold...

Then I came to know "they" were my family...
Who looked after me so well and nicely...

I want them to be there when I will die...
I want to depart from them with the contact of eye to eye...

Our so called 'Incredible India'

here we are in 21st century and when i look at people i find hatred and jealousy everywhere....it seems that everywhere and everyone is born to kill one another...

they jus fight and fight unnecessarily and without any reason... majority fights unknowingly... they don't even know what the hell they are fighting for...

i dont know why the hell we call our country developing...is there any field in which we are actually developing...??...oh ya i forgot... Corruption...Communal rights and killing each other...we are actually developing in these fields....

our so called incredible india is no longer incredible....here people are capable but actually we dont deserve such respectable words..we know that they are many faces whoz spoiling it but unfortunately we dont have any replaces...

after 61 years of independence we are dependent on each other...

actually everyone is unaware of rights which are given to us by our constitution...

1. Right to equality - people and their thinking are not equal atall... different views....different acts... many classes...
2. Right to Freedom - everybody is slave in our country... they cant think,act and speak freely... if they do then their voice left unheard...
3. Right against exploitation - its everywhere... people exploiting others for their own benefits...
4. Right to freedom of religion - communal rights... fighting for just to hurt other religion followers...no freedom atall...
5. Cultural and educational rights - culture is going in drain... half flag is hoisted for our so called culture and increase in illiteracy...
6. Right to constitutional remedies - if somebody stands for his right... hez suppressed by everyone because whole bloody system is flawed...
7. Right to life and personal liberty - nobody can live freely and if you talk about liberty, its not their even with celebrity... forget about others...

they have just changed the meaning of the rights given to us...they just bend and ammend it according to what THEY want...so can you see any ray of light so that we can actually live in our 'develpoing' country...

For my sister... My Didi...

My sister is getting engaged on 9th of october...
The day is of Dussehra and everybody will remember...

Engagement will be followed by marriage...
I hope they go together like horse and carriage...

Girl is from Agra and the Boy is from Jaipur...
Who cares, when both are Mathur...

Her face and heart is like a child...
She is sensitive and quite mild...

She is going away from one home to another...
I am sure she will keep everybody happy and together...

Soon she will depart and fade away...
In search of her life in a new way...

But we will miss her today, tomorrow and everyday...
And I will miss her each day...

Breaking news...

now this is big.... finally i got my laptop....
its Dell Inspiron 1525.... i am very happy and excited...
there is someone now who can live with me and kill my loneliness....

THANX TO DIDI...

Bharat... humara desh...

Naa jaane is desh mein itni ladayi kyun hai...?
Naa jaane is desh ke logon mein itni hinsa kyun hai...?

Yun to kahete hain ki hum us desh ke waasi hain jahan ganga behati hai...
Par ab ganga ke saath saath kai khun ki nadiya bhi behati hain...

Kahene ko apna desh saath saal pahele azaad ho gaya...
Lekin bhaichaara or apnapan na jaane kahan kho gaya...?

Ladte hain mandir, masjid or mazhab ke naam par...
Kaun jaane diwali ali or ramzaan tika hai ram par...

what is up..???

lifez boring... nothing to do... still i am trying my level best to make it lil bit exciting...
was in mumbai for rakhi... enjoyed a lot there... done loadsa shopping there... saw couple of movies thr...
Singh is Kinng.... good movie... akshay kumar was at his best... he made movie interesting from the very 1st minute and Katrina Kaif is looking really beautiful... i dont know wat she is doing but with every movie her beauty is increasing....
Bachna ae Haseeno.... bad movie...i am jealous of My sis as she managed to sleep and we all starved for it... only good thing about the movie was Minnisha Lamba... shez is looking damn cute...
Rock On... the rocking one... good music and Arjun Rampal is as usual looking damn good... a greek god.... good story and a real refreshing one...

... Indore ppl are horrible... galz and guyz are confusing...irritating etc etc... no more frenz here now... but i am very happy... instead of having such frenz ... its better not to have... though i am very happy wid my school mates.... and i knw they are and they will be with me for lifetime...

thats it... will keep you update...
take care....cheers...

I am there...

hello to all...
writing after looong time... herez a brief update on what i am upto...
doing loadsa biking and roaming everywhere....
met Janmai Da after 2 years... hez here for next 6 months... so weekends gonna be gr8...i am very happy...
studying income tax,maths and english... music is on as alwayz... Jim Morrison is my best pal these dayz...
saw movies... Jaane Tu... thrice... it doesn't mean that i haven't understood in the first time...its jus i liked the movie a lot... then i saw Hancock and The Dark Knight... Hancock was ok types... lots of unreality etc etc... The Dark Knight is must watch... very good script and all... and hats off work by Late Heath Ledger the "Joker"...

thats about me... will keep on updating you...
cheers...

Many Faces...

humans...animals... all are unique in their own way... sometimes we hear such things which i really difficult to digest and in true sense they are really magic of mother nature...
was watching national geographic channel... and they were showing a story of Lioness... her name was Lavaniach... she kinda adopted a deer's baby... but failed to feed the baby with the milk... and as the child was growing weak by not having the milk , the lioness also never had her meal... she never hunted during that phase neither she ate that baby... they were together for quite sometime...the lioness took care of her in best possible way she can... after few days a Lion came and hunted that baby... i can see Lioness eyes with tears... she was really sad as she lost the baby and couldn't save the baby from the Lion...
though she was really tough... again she adopted 3 but they couldn't stay with her for that long period which was spent by 1st deer... 2 of them ran away...and one she herself handed to deer's mother...
this is why i call animals are far most better than us 'Humans'... they cant speak...they cant think the way we can but they r more superior than us in many ways...they are more sensitive...
i wish everybody on this earth can ve such kinda heart which that Lioness was having... for the deer she was Caretaker... Guardian and "Mother"...

Super Sunday...

Finally my Mind won… I really want my Heart to win… but the game is game…

In 4 hrs 38 minutes game…( longest match in the history of Wimbledon Men’s Singles finals…) Nadal defeated Fedrer…

What a spectacular match… I don’t think I will see such kind of match in my whole life… Fedrer the 5 time Wimbledon Champion served 26 aces…just amazing…where Nadal was at his best with his “cross court” shorts…

And ya… here we lost Asia Cup against Sri Lanka… I am really happy from bottom of my heart … New comer Ajantha Amendis from Sri Lanka really bowled beautifully … took 6 wickets…

British Grand Prix… I am watching F1 for the last 5 years…but haven’t seen such race during this spell… raining…spinning cars….such overtakings…wow…. Lewis Hamilton took the pole with the lead of 1 minute and 30 seconds…amazing… he really drove well… on the same ground I am upset cuz Ferrari lost…really hard luck for Massa and Kimi…

And I miss them...

When I am happy…I miss them…
When I am sad…I miss them…
When I am with my friends…I miss them…
When I am alone… I miss them…

My grandmother who is there in heaven left when I was jus 5 years old… not much memories but wanna ve many with her…

My grandfather who is there with her left when I was 7 years old…ve few memories with him...but i always want to have uncountable......but i lost...

I know they are watching me everytime…they are with me everytime… but I want to see them…I want to talk to them…have to ask soooooo many questions which they left unanswered… have to tell them soooo many things which I always wanna tell which are there with me unspoken...
I want them… cuz I miss them…

What can we do...

was standing outside...heard few kids talking regarding "communal rights" and all....and the kids are of 7-8 years...if these things will influence young kids then where the hell we gonna land up...
young brains are talking like this... its their age to play...study and enjoy their life...wt are we teaching them...?.... and why these communal rights... are hindus and muslims actually wanna kill each other or these politicians wanna earn more n more votes.... why these so called leaders say that we are living in secular country where they are only exploiting the word secular...actually they need to be educated...

India...nothing official about it..

here we lost one-day match against pakistan... thnx to our bowlers...our batsmen batted quite well n took us to 308... but.............no swing for the fast bowlers and no spin for the spinners...
i dunno why our board is lacking in choosing the best cricket team considering senior players in mind... why they r not taking Sachin and Ganguly...??.... Rohit Sharma who jus played couple of good matches in T20 is at his best...scoring less than 20 runs in every match...
when our board will realize that seniors and their experience is as important as the young players and their spirit...
i knw these issues are unheard....but ths wat i feel...

My update...

1. i am leaving for indore on Saturday... so wont cum online so often now... u ppl take care of urself and ve fun...

2. was in indore last week, saw "De Taali"... it was ok types...Aayesha was as usual very cute and Ritiesh acted really well..

3. saw German-Spain euro final... was supporting germans but spain was at thr best...

4. started loving a song by Pink floyd "Us and Them"....good to hear when i am driving in rain....

5. oh ya...got my new specs... though the frame is kinda weird...but i love to be weird..

6. Nadal and Fedrer are playing amazingly...m sure soon u gonna watch wimbledon finals between them...i want Nadal to win..but dont want Fedrer to miss his 6th time Championship..so fight gonna be tough in btwn them and in btwn my brain......

this is my update... will keep you update ...
cheers...

Answer to Why I was born .?.

Zindagi or zamane ki kashmakash se
ghabrakar mere ladke poocte hain,
"humein paida kyun kiya tha?"

Aur mere paas iske siwa koi jawaab nahi hai
ki mere baap ne bhi mujhe bina pooche mujhe paida kiya tha
aur mere baap se bina puche unke baap ne , unhe
aur mere baba se bina pooche unke baap ne , unhe

Zindagi or zamane ki kashmakash
pahele bhi thi ab bhi hai, shayad zyaada,
aage bhi hogi, shayad aur zyaada.
Tumhi nayi leek dharana,
Apne baytoen se poochkar unhe paida karna.!

There are no excuses in life and no blame.
Every morning is a fresh challenge. Either you
learn to pick up the gauntlet and fight or learn
to surrender to it.

- Late Shri Harivanshrai Bachchan

It's all the same, only the names will change
Everyday it seems we're wasting away
Another place where the faces are so cold
I'd drive all night just to get back home

[Chorus:]
I'm a cowboy, on a steel horse I ride
I'm wanted dead or alive
I'm a cowboy
Wanted dead or alive

Sometimes I sleep, sometimes it's not for days
And the people I meet always go their separate ways
Sometimes you tell the day
By the bottle that you drink
And times when you're alone all you do is think

[Chorus]

I walk these streets, a loaded six string on my back
I play for keeps, 'cause I might not make it back
I been everywhere, and I'm standing tall
I've seen a million faces an I've rocked them all

I'm a cowboy, on a steel horse I ride
I'm wanted dead or alive
I'm a cowboy, I got the night on my side
I'm wanted dead or alive
And I ride, dead or alive
I still drive, dead or alive
Dead or alive [x4]

...Good Week...

this week seems to be kinda lucky and memorable for me....heard few good news and came in contact with my two old friends....
good news is my very charming nephew started walking now... wow...
two friends are Kavita Thanvi and Nibha Grover... came in contact wid Kavita after more than a decade... and wid Nibha after 3 yrs...
so its like i am rolling nicely...
cheers...

Nimach is vacant again...

My only company in Nimach, Pramod Bhaiya left the place cuz he got transfer orders from the ministry.... an old boy from Mayo... my senior... my elder...my friend... and Superintendent of Police of Nimach left the place...
and i just departed him with a hug...tht all i can do...
with a sad mood and a smile... i just wanna wish him luck....
keep rocking
cheeeeers....

I’m principal for the day. Here’s my schedule of events.

oh ... the day will be remembered by everyone...
first i will go for breakfast with the students and share some nice jokes with them...
after breakfast i will declare holiday but games gonna be compulsory... and teachers ve to attend all the empty classes to teach empty classrooms ( who welcome them more than students ) lolz..
then as i am the principal... i dont ve to attend or do anything... i will go and sleep....
HA HA HA HA

What colour is your Aura...

Your Aura is Blue

Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor

What Color Is Your Aura?

What is more Beautiful...??..

A rain in the afternoon… or bright stars near the moon…

A walk on the beach…or desert’s night…

Lying on mother’s lap…or father’s pat for your nap…

Sharing secrets with your sister… or when she calls you brother…

Chatting with your friend… or remembering days which already end…

Recollecting all the good memories… or trying to make new….

This is where I get confuse in what is beautiful…

This increases the value of the word “Beautiful

Favorite talk show...

Ellen DeGeneres... a lady with such an amazing sense of humor... speaking skills... her dancing... jus gr8... a lady of million dollars is having million dollars smile at her face everytime... shez in loadsa charity work which is amazing... and of course she encourage lots of young talent too...

Her show " Ellen Degeneres Show" is my favorite talk show on the idiot box... shez jus amazing.. the way she conducts her show... gives warm feeling to her special guests and her audience...
simply unbeatable...

" Hail Ellen "

Clay v/s Grass

The two living legends in the Tennis world... Rafael Nadal and Roger Fedrer... No. 1 and No. 2 seed in the WTA...
You can see these two playing final matches of any grand slams of Tennis... they just starve to defeat each other... no matter they are playing French Open or Wimbledon... Nadal,is the " king of clay " whereas Fedrer is " King of grass"... they are buddies off the court and true players on the courts...
one player from Switzerland and another from Spain...
no matter what battle is going in between them... but you can see an amazing match while both of them are playing... looong rallies... fighting for single point amazing...
they are truly born winners and my favorites...

Sports I love to watch...

21st century... many games...many legends...
but i like few to watch.... the few sport which i love to watch are :-
---Cricket... nowadays with this T20 set up... i only love to watch Test Matches...
---Swimming... as i am a swimmer so i just love to watch this game...
---Formula 1... Though Michael Schumacher is retired, i still watch the races for Ferrari and Kimi Raikkonen...
---Tennis... Just love to watch few players playing... Roger Fedrer... Rafael Nadal...Maria Sharapova...Ana Ivanovic...James Blake...Justine Henin Hardenne... n thats it...
---Football... Only World Cup and Matches of Man U... Arsenal... Real Madrid and Barcelona...

Sports is like part of me... sometimes i feel disgusted when i am not playing anything...
So Play Sport ... and Keep yourself fit...

Mind and Heart

Mind and Heart can put you in trouble...
Together it can make your problem double...

One say this , one say that...
You get confuse in what is exact...

One is on top... one is in centre...
Creates a problem for solution to enter...

Think from mind and follow your heart...
They are yours...they will never hurt...

Forgiving...

Forgiving is not forgetting...and neither it should be...cuz if we forget , we open ourselves to the same kind of hurt....

Accessories I like...

it is said that "khoobsurati saadgi mein hoti hai, ise nakli sajaavat se kharab nahi karna chahiye"...
but sometimes we can wear things which we like...
so here I go by telling you things I love to wear ...
My Caps... ve got around 12-14... and mind you... each one is different from the other...including Berry...Polo...Hat...Golf... French...etc etc...
My watches... well have got 3 but demand is alwayz thr...
I have got 3 shades which I love most and still looking for more...
well thts it... no more accessories....

Modernization and Tradition

I have seen that modernisation has increased vastly and not just in europe and america but in India too.... The end result is that tradition has suffered, and the culture has suffered...Culture is being replaced by electronic gadgets and mobiles and drug addiction....Truly if a world war will not destroy us then we ourselves may....Man tries to compete with nature but in the end nature win...Tradition has declined and this may lead to our destruction...
I am not saying modernization is bad... but one shouldn't modernize so much that he/she forgets his/her culture and traditions... as our culture and traditions are our biggest assets which are gifted to us by our parents, our elders...

Morning I am waiting for...

what i wanna see when i wake up in the morning which i am missing so much....
beautiful birds singing...
sunrise with clouds and some drizzling...
children playing and swinging...
i wanna see everybody smiling ...
the world from my window should be peaceful...
i wanna see people who are really helpful...
i am waiting for such morning... i am waiting to be awake...

The Sun and the Moon...

the two gifts of god to the mankind... They equally have their own importance but in weird manner...
Sun gives light , brightness to us but it is intolerable and we hate to expose ourselves in it... whereas in the case of the Moon, it comes when there is darkness all around... and people loves to come out this time... they just wanna enjoy the moon and its light... which is really very beautiful...
so no matter what are we facing or what are we going through...all have their own importance and they are there for some reason...and the reason gonna be in your favour....

MoNaRcH...

let me share about my 350 cc royal enfield bullet...
well i call my bike as MONARCH...
this is one of the few things in this world which a love most...
as it is modified so its really special to me as each n every part is added by me... i just love to ride it alone... so u can see me with monarch more often than anybody else... thats why the rear seat is really small... ( cant adjust everybody)...lolz... well you can find its name written on one side .. on the same side therez my school Mayo College's " Old Boys Society "sticker ... on the other side my "college flag" ...
this is my bike... one who is alwayz with me throughout...

Favourite Comedian

One of my friend is saying that articles on my blog are bit boring and depressing... so with that note lemme share about my favorite comedian... and nobody can beat Mr. Beans... played by Rowan Atkinson...
the series followed the exploits of Mr. Beans... there is supporting cast also including his " Teddy and his Mini car "...lolz... hats off to this actor... without saying a word, hez bringing smile on the faces of his audience... his acts, sense of humor, facial expressions etc make all of us laugh out loud... hez different from the league and you can easily judge by watching him... Mr. Atkinson has also done movies and wrote few books...and nowadays you can see Mr. Beans in animated series also...
so I will bow in front of him... for entertaining us with his uncommon...unusual skills....
HATS OFF TO YOU MR. ATKINSON ...

My dream Girl...

... well i have given all the rights to my family regarding this...but let me share something about my "dream girl"....
should be well educated...intelligent...should have long hair... should have good communication skills ...should be understanding and can tolerate me...
most importantly she should respect my family, elders and give lots n lots of love to young ones... should be affectionate... sometimes naughty... and love me more than i love myself...
should be simple... and ya I love Indian ladies in sarees a lot...so i will prefer that she wear it more often...
this is brief about my girl... girl who is there in my dreams alwayz...

Why so many Suicides...

"Suicide is the best way to tell god that you cant kill me, i Quit"....
but people who commit suicide doesn't think once about their parents... they just commit it... in my view they are biggest fools... they dont know how much lives they are taking away with them...
coward commits suicide...who cant face the world and its challenges...its said that one have to be brave to commit suicide but its not like that... you just have to be MAD...
there are two main reasons behind these suicides ...
1. Failing in love... - how can you give away your life for a girl/boy whom u know only for 20 months... and without thinking about your parents who are bringing you up from the last 20 years...
2. Failure in Education...- instead of fighting with failure, students are going towards this option...i dont know why they just cant face the world... is suicide is the only solution..??....
Forth class child committed suicide just cuz he failed in his class and his father asked him to better concentrate on studies and stop watching TV...so this fellow ended his life... woowww...reward for father...

oh god, whats happening to these youngsters...why they are going insane....??... when will they learn the importance of life and when will they realize the "love and affection" of their parents...

Shortest and Sweetest poem...

Bachpan ke din char...
Naa aayenge baar baar...
Jeele Jeele mere yaar...
Jeb khaali to udhaar...
JI ZINDAGI...

smile and tears...

Smile and Tears are the two sides of the same coin…

People love to smile and they just hate to shed their tears… people actually don’t know with shedding tears they can actually smile later…. Its like if you shed ur tears today…you wont shed it tomorrow and will certainly smile…cuz there are many reasons to smile but there are very few reasons to shed tears…

Read somewhere… we smile when we think about the past when we have cried…and we shed our tears by thinking about when we smiled in the past… you can say its childish but it actually happens… when you think about your friends and the time spent together...it brings tears in your eyes… and when you smile on things by remembering when you cried for your foolishness…

So I think its not a bad idea to cry few times by remembering all the good times you ve had...

And of course we have more teeth than eyes to show… so show your strength…

...MAYO...

Mayo College...a renowned institute in the city of Ajmer spread in 305 acres...it was built by the Viceroy of India, Lord Mayo in the year 1875...
and its a matter of proud for me to be the part of such institute... well we call it "heaven" on earth... I joined Mayo in class 8th in the year 2000 and was there till I completed my class 12th... so I was there for nearly 5 years and i enjoyed each and every moment i stayed there... was a swimmer there and represented my school at different levels...my main stroke was "freestyle and breaststroke"... being a swimmer I played each and every sport there...
Made many friends here including Saharsha, Sachit,Anant and Animesh... my bestest palz....
well writing about Mayo is like counting drops in ocean...its endless....
so this is brief about my life...my Mayo life...

sometimes i write too...

-People dying everywhere
Children Crying everywhere

Everywhere there is harassment
Still our govt. is not taking any measurements

Our country was called as the bird of gold
Now why everywhere there is war of cold

O god, stop these fights
Its now heights

When will I be the proud citizen of this country
When will I can say that I love my country

-I was down and feeling lonely…

I just got up and started writing…

And when I finished with my writing…

I realized I was never alone…whole world was with me…

-We meet people…we depart from them

We trust people…and sometimes they breaks it

Sometimes we are helpful…and sometimes we are helpless…

Its all what life is all about…and we have to live with it…

So why not to live happily and live it like a king…

-If laughter is the best medicine...then why people are still crying...

If we say that we got freedom in 1947...then why still we are not free...

If we say that we are living in a developing country...then why we are still underdeveloped...

so much of unemployment...corruption...illiteracy...evil activities are taking place...and still we say that INDIA "shining"...if this is the meaning of shining then I pray to god that the sun of India alwayz sets...

people i like...

... i love to read, watch and to hear about them...for me they are my hero except my family n frenz...
they are :-
1. Che Guevara
2. Sachin Tendulkar
3. Michael Schumacher
4. Valentino Rossi
5. Ian Thorpe
6. Adolf Hitler
7. Amitabh Bachchan
8. Subhash Chandra Bose

for my sister...

A sister is someone who leads you when you are having a problem.
A sister makes you laugh and cry.
A sister is someone who likes to fight with you.
A sister is the one who stands with you in all your ups and downs.
A sister makes you remember who you really are.
A sister sometimes makes you cry when they are very sad.
A sister is someone who is always there for you through all the laughter and tears.
A sister is real.
A sister never will pretend.
A sister is someone like you whom I treasure everyday in my heart.

my mumma...

Mother You filled my days with rainbow lights,
fairytales and sweet dream nights,
A kiss to wipe away my tears,
Gingerbread to ease my fears.
You gave the gift of life to me,
And then in love, you set me free.
I thank you for your tender care,
for deep warm hugs and being there.
I hope that when you think of me,
A part of you, you'll always see.

my dad

Father, you were always there,
You always showed me how much you care.
You were the bread winner of the family,
Now, I know how men should be.

You always tucked me in my bed,
And kept a roof over my head.
I remember well our family trips,
And how you bought me double dips.

You were always firm, but not too bold,
You made our house warm, not cold.
I love you more than words can say,
In my heart you will forever stay.

when you can see a smile on my face...

there are many reasons for a person to smile... in my life...thr are but dunno they are in bundle or in a pinch...
as i am living alone ... u can see smile on my face as soon as i see or talk to any of my family member...
i smile when i am with my bestest pal whoz 1000 kms away sitting is Ghaziabad...
i smile when i am on my bike...royal enfield...
i smile when i visit to my school...MAYO...
i smile when i am listening to my favorite music band...
i smile when i am watching my favorite movie DIL CHAHTA HAI...
i smile when i talk to my few frenz like "doctor saahib or beauty sleeper"...
i smile when i am watching Mr.Beans...

these are few moments when i smile genuinely ... ... ... and i want them to be there alwayz...
living years X 365 X 24 X 7 ...

silence...

silence and quite...these two things you will notice when you see me these dayz and i dont know the reason behind it... i dont feel like to talk to anybody...just wanna stay alone... keep thinking that i am not giving happiness to the people around me... so why the hell i am surviving... but quiting life is not my cup of tea... i will fight...thts achint mathur's attitude... cant give up like this... will face and handle everything...
why i am not answering if somebody calls me... why i am speechless sometimes... why i am going through such state of mind... why i am getting irritated... why i am hating things which i love most...what is troubling me....
dunno the answers of these questions...
read somewhere that silence is beautiful... but not anymore in my case... wanna go in ugly world... cant stay in ths beautiful world.....
i was never like this... i wanna get back to myself...

dreamz...

this is the thing people see during their sleep as well as with their open eyes... some are achievable and some are not... these dreams are endless... and they are totally depend on how we move towards to convert it into reality... its all about hard work and luck... sometimes you put hardwork but luck is not on ur side...and if luck is their with you , then no matter you worked hard or not...
so i guess in my case luck is miles away from me... i just wanna have it to move forward... want soooo many things but cant just cuz I cant ask for it... as what i wanna achieve...i failed in achieving it...

so its like you should not dream of what you cant get... dream what you can achieve and can get in life... and of course keep working hard...

"dreams" are actually unlimited...

advertisement agency

i guess this is the only industry in the world which dont need any kind of advertisement... the people are coming with such great ideas and thoughts...amazing...
recently commercial which i am loving are one from "Vodafone"...'happy to help' one.... its jus awesome... hw tht cute lil puppy helping his owner with a smile ( only few ppl can c that ) ...
another commercial is of "Citi never sleeps" ... personally attached cuz its actually true as my sister is also working in the same group and she also never sleeps...only work... lolz....

so hats off to this agency for guiding and bringing new ideas to the public... for their betterment and future prospective...

love

Love......
had a very bad experience in this field..ve made it a point not to fall in again... ppl says tht love is a sacrifice....but some ppl sacrifice the person who love them for the person whom they love... funny na..?..
so its better to stay away from it and b single...
can recollect a famous quote , " if love is in the air then i dont wanna breathe"...
and if you are seriously in love with somebody then to you are gone after your breakup ( unless you are a very big flirt ) ... happiness for sometime but sadness for lifetime . . .
its better to love animals...atleast you will get the same in return...
these are my views...

POLITICS...

...i guess this is the endless topic to write about...
everybody knows the conditon of indian politics...its the main source of every possible evil activities... u talk about corruption...communal fights.... harassments etc...
we youth used to think that these young politicians are good but they r as their seniors...
in our so called free country the freedom is not free...
i can recall a very fine dialog from the movie " rang de basanti" ... " yahan tum system ko badalne nikloge, system tumhe badal dega " ... and its the truth.... everyone is busy in multiplying their money by every possible wayz...
we actually are developing for worst... conditions are going worst in every manner... no food...no clothes...no shelter...no water... the basic requirement of one's living...

so in my views our country needs a dictator...a Hitler... who can bring our country UP in a positive manner...

...music i love ...

aahh.... I am a music lover... if i am awake for 18 hrs ... you will find me listening to music 10 hrs out of it... well the music all depends upon my mood...
the most favorable and i love to listen are...

Pink Floyd...Bob Dylan...Guns n Roses... Jim Morrison... Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan...Kishore Kumar... and many more...

about me...

a- achint mathur, i am what i am...
c- cats and rats have their own story...
h- heaven is the only place whr everyone wanna go...
i - india is my country and i jus love it...
n - no matter who you are...whatever you do...live happily...
t - turn the world in your own way...

hats off

an amazing
movie... directorial debut of Aamir Khan... hez known as perfectionist and you can see tht in his work... this movie is based on a child whoz suffering from "dislexia" ... and Darsheel Safari played his role very well...
and as alwayz Aamir Khan is fabulous...

few quotations I love...

1. Expose yourself to your deepest fear, after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes . You are free.
- JIM MORRISON -

2. We cannot be sure of having something to live for unless we are willing to die for it.
- CHE GUEVARA -

My first day of blogging...and i am confused cuz i don't know anything out here....so took some advice from the ppl who already are the member...
these dayz this blogging is in the air...ppl passing comments , giving thr views on it....well somehow its wonderful to go through...
so i am here to get addicted to it...