Why so many Suicides...

"Suicide is the best way to tell god that you cant kill me, i Quit"....
but people who commit suicide doesn't think once about their parents... they just commit it... in my view they are biggest fools... they dont know how much lives they are taking away with them...
coward commits suicide...who cant face the world and its challenges...its said that one have to be brave to commit suicide but its not like that... you just have to be MAD...
there are two main reasons behind these suicides ...
1. Failing in love... - how can you give away your life for a girl/boy whom u know only for 20 months... and without thinking about your parents who are bringing you up from the last 20 years...
2. Failure in Education...- instead of fighting with failure, students are going towards this option...i dont know why they just cant face the world... is suicide is the only solution..??....
Forth class child committed suicide just cuz he failed in his class and his father asked him to better concentrate on studies and stop watching TV...so this fellow ended his life... woowww...reward for father...

oh god, whats happening to these youngsters...why they are going insane....??... when will they learn the importance of life and when will they realize the "love and affection" of their parents...

Shortest and Sweetest poem...

Bachpan ke din char...
Naa aayenge baar baar...
Jeele Jeele mere yaar...
Jeb khaali to udhaar...
JI ZINDAGI...

smile and tears...

Smile and Tears are the two sides of the same coin…

People love to smile and they just hate to shed their tears… people actually don’t know with shedding tears they can actually smile later…. Its like if you shed ur tears today…you wont shed it tomorrow and will certainly smile…cuz there are many reasons to smile but there are very few reasons to shed tears…

Read somewhere… we smile when we think about the past when we have cried…and we shed our tears by thinking about when we smiled in the past… you can say its childish but it actually happens… when you think about your friends and the time spent together...it brings tears in your eyes… and when you smile on things by remembering when you cried for your foolishness…

So I think its not a bad idea to cry few times by remembering all the good times you ve had...

And of course we have more teeth than eyes to show… so show your strength…

...MAYO...

Mayo College...a renowned institute in the city of Ajmer spread in 305 acres...it was built by the Viceroy of India, Lord Mayo in the year 1875...
and its a matter of proud for me to be the part of such institute... well we call it "heaven" on earth... I joined Mayo in class 8th in the year 2000 and was there till I completed my class 12th... so I was there for nearly 5 years and i enjoyed each and every moment i stayed there... was a swimmer there and represented my school at different levels...my main stroke was "freestyle and breaststroke"... being a swimmer I played each and every sport there...
Made many friends here including Saharsha, Sachit,Anant and Animesh... my bestest palz....
well writing about Mayo is like counting drops in ocean...its endless....
so this is brief about my life...my Mayo life...

sometimes i write too...

-People dying everywhere
Children Crying everywhere

Everywhere there is harassment
Still our govt. is not taking any measurements

Our country was called as the bird of gold
Now why everywhere there is war of cold

O god, stop these fights
Its now heights

When will I be the proud citizen of this country
When will I can say that I love my country

-I was down and feeling lonely…

I just got up and started writing…

And when I finished with my writing…

I realized I was never alone…whole world was with me…

-We meet people…we depart from them

We trust people…and sometimes they breaks it

Sometimes we are helpful…and sometimes we are helpless…

Its all what life is all about…and we have to live with it…

So why not to live happily and live it like a king…

-If laughter is the best medicine...then why people are still crying...

If we say that we got freedom in 1947...then why still we are not free...

If we say that we are living in a developing country...then why we are still underdeveloped...

so much of unemployment...corruption...illiteracy...evil activities are taking place...and still we say that INDIA "shining"...if this is the meaning of shining then I pray to god that the sun of India alwayz sets...

people i like...

... i love to read, watch and to hear about them...for me they are my hero except my family n frenz...
they are :-
1. Che Guevara
2. Sachin Tendulkar
3. Michael Schumacher
4. Valentino Rossi
5. Ian Thorpe
6. Adolf Hitler
7. Amitabh Bachchan
8. Subhash Chandra Bose

for my sister...

A sister is someone who leads you when you are having a problem.
A sister makes you laugh and cry.
A sister is someone who likes to fight with you.
A sister is the one who stands with you in all your ups and downs.
A sister makes you remember who you really are.
A sister sometimes makes you cry when they are very sad.
A sister is someone who is always there for you through all the laughter and tears.
A sister is real.
A sister never will pretend.
A sister is someone like you whom I treasure everyday in my heart.

my mumma...

Mother You filled my days with rainbow lights,
fairytales and sweet dream nights,
A kiss to wipe away my tears,
Gingerbread to ease my fears.
You gave the gift of life to me,
And then in love, you set me free.
I thank you for your tender care,
for deep warm hugs and being there.
I hope that when you think of me,
A part of you, you'll always see.

my dad

Father, you were always there,
You always showed me how much you care.
You were the bread winner of the family,
Now, I know how men should be.

You always tucked me in my bed,
And kept a roof over my head.
I remember well our family trips,
And how you bought me double dips.

You were always firm, but not too bold,
You made our house warm, not cold.
I love you more than words can say,
In my heart you will forever stay.

when you can see a smile on my face...

there are many reasons for a person to smile... in my life...thr are but dunno they are in bundle or in a pinch...
as i am living alone ... u can see smile on my face as soon as i see or talk to any of my family member...
i smile when i am with my bestest pal whoz 1000 kms away sitting is Ghaziabad...
i smile when i am on my bike...royal enfield...
i smile when i visit to my school...MAYO...
i smile when i am listening to my favorite music band...
i smile when i am watching my favorite movie DIL CHAHTA HAI...
i smile when i talk to my few frenz like "doctor saahib or beauty sleeper"...
i smile when i am watching Mr.Beans...

these are few moments when i smile genuinely ... ... ... and i want them to be there alwayz...
living years X 365 X 24 X 7 ...

silence...

silence and quite...these two things you will notice when you see me these dayz and i dont know the reason behind it... i dont feel like to talk to anybody...just wanna stay alone... keep thinking that i am not giving happiness to the people around me... so why the hell i am surviving... but quiting life is not my cup of tea... i will fight...thts achint mathur's attitude... cant give up like this... will face and handle everything...
why i am not answering if somebody calls me... why i am speechless sometimes... why i am going through such state of mind... why i am getting irritated... why i am hating things which i love most...what is troubling me....
dunno the answers of these questions...
read somewhere that silence is beautiful... but not anymore in my case... wanna go in ugly world... cant stay in ths beautiful world.....
i was never like this... i wanna get back to myself...

dreamz...

this is the thing people see during their sleep as well as with their open eyes... some are achievable and some are not... these dreams are endless... and they are totally depend on how we move towards to convert it into reality... its all about hard work and luck... sometimes you put hardwork but luck is not on ur side...and if luck is their with you , then no matter you worked hard or not...
so i guess in my case luck is miles away from me... i just wanna have it to move forward... want soooo many things but cant just cuz I cant ask for it... as what i wanna achieve...i failed in achieving it...

so its like you should not dream of what you cant get... dream what you can achieve and can get in life... and of course keep working hard...

"dreams" are actually unlimited...

advertisement agency

i guess this is the only industry in the world which dont need any kind of advertisement... the people are coming with such great ideas and thoughts...amazing...
recently commercial which i am loving are one from "Vodafone"...'happy to help' one.... its jus awesome... hw tht cute lil puppy helping his owner with a smile ( only few ppl can c that ) ...
another commercial is of "Citi never sleeps" ... personally attached cuz its actually true as my sister is also working in the same group and she also never sleeps...only work... lolz....

so hats off to this agency for guiding and bringing new ideas to the public... for their betterment and future prospective...

love

Love......
had a very bad experience in this field..ve made it a point not to fall in again... ppl says tht love is a sacrifice....but some ppl sacrifice the person who love them for the person whom they love... funny na..?..
so its better to stay away from it and b single...
can recollect a famous quote , " if love is in the air then i dont wanna breathe"...
and if you are seriously in love with somebody then to you are gone after your breakup ( unless you are a very big flirt ) ... happiness for sometime but sadness for lifetime . . .
its better to love animals...atleast you will get the same in return...
these are my views...

POLITICS...

...i guess this is the endless topic to write about...
everybody knows the conditon of indian politics...its the main source of every possible evil activities... u talk about corruption...communal fights.... harassments etc...
we youth used to think that these young politicians are good but they r as their seniors...
in our so called free country the freedom is not free...
i can recall a very fine dialog from the movie " rang de basanti" ... " yahan tum system ko badalne nikloge, system tumhe badal dega " ... and its the truth.... everyone is busy in multiplying their money by every possible wayz...
we actually are developing for worst... conditions are going worst in every manner... no food...no clothes...no shelter...no water... the basic requirement of one's living...

so in my views our country needs a dictator...a Hitler... who can bring our country UP in a positive manner...

...music i love ...

aahh.... I am a music lover... if i am awake for 18 hrs ... you will find me listening to music 10 hrs out of it... well the music all depends upon my mood...
the most favorable and i love to listen are...

Pink Floyd...Bob Dylan...Guns n Roses... Jim Morrison... Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan...Kishore Kumar... and many more...

about me...

a- achint mathur, i am what i am...
c- cats and rats have their own story...
h- heaven is the only place whr everyone wanna go...
i - india is my country and i jus love it...
n - no matter who you are...whatever you do...live happily...
t - turn the world in your own way...

hats off

an amazing
movie... directorial debut of Aamir Khan... hez known as perfectionist and you can see tht in his work... this movie is based on a child whoz suffering from "dislexia" ... and Darsheel Safari played his role very well...
and as alwayz Aamir Khan is fabulous...

few quotations I love...

1. Expose yourself to your deepest fear, after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes . You are free.
- JIM MORRISON -

2. We cannot be sure of having something to live for unless we are willing to die for it.
- CHE GUEVARA -

My first day of blogging...and i am confused cuz i don't know anything out here....so took some advice from the ppl who already are the member...
these dayz this blogging is in the air...ppl passing comments , giving thr views on it....well somehow its wonderful to go through...
so i am here to get addicted to it...