अचिंत माथुर

HaPpInEsS

2012-02-16T22:10:00.001+05:30

Is it there in my mind or is it there in someone else's mind?
Can we buy it or it can buy us?
What is required for happiness? Is it money, sleep, peace or satisfaction?

I met one man who earns Rs 2000 per day but still he isn't happy then I met a man who earns Rs 20 per day with a smiling face. He never cheats, he only helps others. He is free, slave of his own will.

I get happiness by looking at a small poor kid who is playing with mud, I get happiness when I see smile on my close one's face. I get happiness when people are happy around me. Am I saint? No, I am not. I am the one who wants to live above all the sadness, I want to be the one who finds little happiness in everything.

The crowd is cheering for you, The coward is asking for help from you.
Romance is happiness, if you believe it.
The ton of knowledge is waste, the piles of money is worthless, the status in the society doesn't matter, if you're not happy.

The killer isn't happy and neither the judge is. The victim is gone.
We live, we die. What matters is the journey in between.

Can we spread the happiness outside our window, can we just pass a smile to the man who is passing us.
Can we live for others for ourselves. Can we stand in a group who is surviving on the lonely planet.

"Close your eyes, reach to your brain and smile for all good traits you have for happiness"

In DIA

2012-02-12T17:21:00.004+05:30

Who are we? We are the light of the lamp because wherever we go, we shine. We get highlighted, be it good or bad.

I want to talk about our land on which we live, love, laugh and cry. Undoubtedly the land where we are breathing is out of this world. It is the land where touching feet of elders takes you to the long life and fasting for your husband and kids carry their lives for long. It is the place where the wife puts Sindoor on her forehead and wears Mangalsutra in her neck for her husband’s safety. The land where people survive on faith, the place where your neighbors and friends are much closer than your blood pals. It is the land where we don’t compare with the best, here we compare with the person whom we rub our shoulders.

The beauty, glory and pride peeps from every corner of this nation. The cultures, the dances, the traditions, the dresses, the crops, the flora and fauna is simply unique. Different colours at different parts of the country makes it more appealing, be it white snow at Rohtang Pass, the yellow Sarson crop or the desert. The land isn’t beautiful because of any celebrity. It is beautiful because of our Bengal Tigers, Nilgiri Langurs and many more. The festivals like Holi, Baisakhi, Eid, Christmas, etc adds beauty to it. The spicy food which is famous worldwide is another different and unique thing of our country. From Sabut Lal Mirch to Dhaniya Powder, a tinge of it changes the taste. The handicrafts, the paintings, the sculptures all have their own stories.

From Sitar to Sarod to Santoor, all have their own melodies and the way of playing each one of them is more significant than the other. The land where we have different languages at each corner but still we understand the most common language and that is of emotions, gestures and eye contact.

The colourful land, the inCredible India …

aNgEl ...

2012-02-08T09:09:00.001+05:30

Who is she?

Is she a bright blue sky who is very high or is she a full moon's beauty.

The smile is refreshing, the laugh is charming, the gestures are of a little baby.

What does that big forehead signifies, is it to kiss or just to store all the good memories.

As pure as fresh air, as pretty as lily, as caring as the mother of a child who is not grown.

Are all the colours meant for her or she is just justifying them.

The picture of her is clear in my mind but I am not a good painter.

The beautiful neck which always attract kisses to peck.

Hands which are just meant to rest on my palms.

Who is she with those perfect feet. Yes, for her my heart beats.

What is there in her sparkling eyes? Are they waiting for me or I am already in there.

The heart is pumping fast while writing this. Is she asking me finish quickly.

She resides in me Lord, she is your *ANGEL* whom you sent.

A PoEm ...

2012-02-07T20:11:00.011+05:30

Where is your mind, is it dead with time,

With the healing of time, the wounds find different ways to give pain,

The happiness isn’t for long and it doesn't mean I said the sadness will remain, it’s like the blinking of eyes at different times, when you get up in the morning they are hard and otherwise they are free.

The smile has lost its significance, only the showing of teeth matters.

The environment is filthy, the heart is negative. Do I like this or not, who knows, not even my soul.

The hatred with surrounding is like cough, what all you want is to throw out.

And the family which you've left at home is missing you, are you living for them or your heart is beating for them. Or it is just the feeling which is hard for you to admit.

Do we love each other or we are pretending, is the feeling permanent or the feeling is temporary.

The rainbow is just about 7 colours, have you thought of going under the deep sea than looking at the sky.

Are we still artificial or we always wanted to be superficial?

We’re the slaves of ourselves, only person who can make you his slave is your own soul.

Have you given the trust, the peace and some relax to someone, have you given it to yourself.

Why we wait for someone to tell us, are we blind, are we deaf. You speak what I’ll tell you.

I don’t have any follower because I don’t want people to follow more than one people.
Do I need to be doped for writing or its just I have to be high.

Have I lost in the thoughts or am I just reading my mind because I think I am a poet, not a lyricist.

Mr Hu Attachin

2012-02-06T03:37:00.002+05:30

What is this must be your question?

Well I was going through a documentary, "When you're strange", its on the music band known as "The Doors". It is one of my favorite band and its lead singer, "Jim Morrison" is again my favorite. He is an amazing poet.

So while I was watching the documentary, I came up with an old line which was there in Jim's song. It is, "Mr Mojo Risin" and its actually extracted from his name itself. He just jumbled them.

Well here I did the same. I jumbled my name Achint Mathur into 'Mr Hu Attachin', the meaning of 'hu' is 'god' in Sufi language. So the meaning is 'Mr God Attachin' ...

Angry Bird

2012-02-04T01:50:00.006+05:30

No, here I am not talking about the popular game. I am talking about the angry bird which we carry in ourselves.

Though different people take it in different manner but I take it as an 'emotion'. The act is very normal and usually healthy. I do get angry simply because the things don't go the way I want. When I want something from heart and don't receive it, the emotion has to be there. And I am not destructive in my anger, I just stay quiet for long and all I want is silence around me.

People says that you should control the anger before the anger should control you, well in that case I have a strong will power, I have full control on myself and anger can't control me. And now the question arises that why should I don't get angry? Well the emotion is very natural, though its for the limited duration but its there.

Well yes, you do sometime get angry very often and the reason I could find for this is only your close ones. A stranger has no rights to spoil your mood and it doesn't matter to you also. It only matters to you when somebody close to you says, acts the way you wasn't expecting. Expectations also plays an important role in doing or controlling anger. So the point is either you don't do anger or you just kill all your expectations and stay happy. But in that case you are challenging your own self, your own personality. Compromising is good, but compromising every time is a trait of a loser, and you shouldn't be one of them.

"The best answer to anger is silence and that's how i answer it"

Agnipath

2012-02-02T02:02:00.001+05:30

I am in love with this poem from the past 10 yrs and after watching the movie, i would like to mention it here ...

Vriksh ho bhale khade,
Ho ghane, ho bade,
Ek patra chaa bhi,
Mang maat, mang maat, mang maat
Agnipath, Agnipath, Agnipath

Tu na thakega kabhi,
Tu na thamega kabhi,
Tu na mudega kabhi,
Kar shapath, kar shapath, kar shapath
Agnipath, Agnipath, Agnipath

Yeh maahan drishya hai,
Chal raha manushya hai,
Ashru, shwet, rakth se,
Lathpat, lathpat, lathpat
Agnipath, Agnipath, Agnipath

Ummedo Waali Dhoop

2012-01-27T19:13:00.007+05:30

Recently, I have started loving this track. But really want to add something to it, so my additions are in (italics) ...

Ummeedon waali dhoop,

Jo bikharti hai aur sanvaarti hai kai logon ke roop …

Sunshine waali aasha,

Ye na jaane koi basha…

Rone ki wajah hai kam, Hasne ke bahaane zyada,

Aansu ko hasi mein badle, kare har koi yeh vaada …

Zidd hai muskuraayenge ,Khush rehne ka hai waada,

Muskuraane ki zidd se hi hai har pal ka faayeda …

Tum dil se agar puchoge, Woh khush rehna hi chahe,

Aur har choti si choti khushi ko hum zor zor se gaayein ...

Jab sachche mann se maango, Toh khul jaati hai raahein,

Jab khul jaati hain raahein, uska swagat karo khole baahein …

Toh khul ke khushi lutao, Ye kya aadha-aadha,

Yehi hai zindagi jeene ka tarika, seedha-saadha…

Umeedon wali dhoop, Sunshine Wali asha … …

Republic 'If' India

2012-01-26T01:18:00.003+05:30

This is my country, where magic is there in every mountain, mystery in the dust, where the trust is in stones, where the day starts with an Aarti and ends in the dreams. Dreams which are indefinite, which are filled with hope. It is the country where the history has been made and now it has become a history. The land where the people of every religion, region, caste etc rub their shoulders with each other. Seemingly simple, but deep within India is a confounding thing.

Here the people have empty pockets but a heart as deep as the sea. Outsiders who discover its heartbeat fall in love with this soil, each ocean and person drown to know its depth.

Happy Republic Day to the nation with the longest written constitution of any sovereign country in the world. The Constitution declares India to be a sovereign, socialist, secular, democratic republic, assuring its citizens of justice, equality, and liberty, and endeavors to promote fraternity among them.

JAI HIND

Winter Enters

2012-01-25T08:50:00.002+05:30

The toughest decision of life these days is right in the morning and i.e. to get up from the blanket or keep ourselves cozy. The feeling is like, “aren’t we born yet or are we alive”

The season I believe is the synonym of untouchables. You don’t feel like to touch anything. The face hates hand; both the hands hate each other especially the finger tips. Nose starves to get the warmth from the palms but sometimes palms are also inefficient. The legs & ears are like separated from the body when they get chill. Stepping on the floor barefoot is the biggest sin one can commit in winters.

The season though is one of my favorite. I get to inhale filter fresh air and the cool breeze in my hair is so damn refreshing. The warm hug to the sun is as loving as much we hate to even look at it in summers. The dew drops on the leaves make it nature’s crystal. The beauty is indefinite.

The dew drops on the face,

The cool breeze’s embrace …

The fresh air from your nostrils to your head,

The cursing moment when you get up from bed …

Winter Sun is entering,

The dew on leaves shining …

Your mind, body and soul find peace,

The negative in you gets cease …

Rickshaw – Ride On

2012-01-24T18:48:00.004+05:30

After so many days when I sat on the rickshaw, the experience was different and unique. The journey was of 15 minutes from Jangpura Metro Station to Hazrat Nizamuddin Station.

While on the ride, I was experiencing each and every jerk which was coming from thankfully road. I am happy that each cell of my body met one another during this course. With the melody of the bell of my rickshaw there were others who were just making a soothing Jugalbandi. And even the Ferrari makers will get ashamed of their manufactured product when you see the speed in which these three tired conic structure things run in small areas.

With the jerks, there was also the facility of the foot massage which I was getting from ‘chain’ which was right under my foot. There was just a layer of thin metal sheet for the disturbance in the massage. While you cross the other rickshaws which were coming from the opposite direction, the people in it stare in a way as if they are only allowed to travel on this ‘thing’. And if you’re lucky you get to see some pretty faces as well. ;)

Nizamuddin Station should change its name from Gazabuddin, because the kind of environment is here is really awful. I believe, even Indian villages are far more better than this ajab gazab place. I don’t understand why a bunch of people come for picnic on the station? What pleasure they get in sitting on the platform and taking their meals. And above all, our very own railway tracks. I was literally searching where the track is; it was full of waste materials. And I don’t understand why the hell people gets attracted after seeing these tracks and gets so eager to take out the waste from their body. Male, Female, Old, Child and even Dogs are happily passing out.

God himself now can't change us and our habits.

This blog is after really long as I am struggling with so call Masters in Business Administration, but now I hope will keep adding my thoughts on the regular basis.

One more thing, will like to thank Saumya for recommending my name for the “Most Versatile Blogger”. It will certainly boost my morale to write more.

Keep Blogging…
Cheers.

Grand Parents

2011-09-11T12:04:00.009+05:30

‘Grandparents are sort of sprinkle stardust over the lives of children’

The name itself suggest that they are grand than parents. They’re grand in their cute and majestic appearance, grand in their attitude, and very grand in their love and affection.

Grandparents are such a solace to the children, who are gifted to them as the most loving members in the house. They are the only one who teaches us Humaneness which we would have missed in their absence. They are the first best friends in each and every kid’s life. They play with kids, listen to their all day long stories, make them sleep and look after them in the best possible manner. They're the part and witness of your naughtiness and savior from your parents when you do something which you aren't supposed to do. They guard you each and every time.

My story is much similar to this. I was in pre-primary when my both the grandparents were alive. There are many memories of them which I still carry and will carry till the end. The people who used to see me off when I used to go to school and the same people used to wait for me at the time of my arrival from the school. My grandma was the woman with immense patience I’ve ever seen till now or rather I won’t see ever now. I used to remember each and every name of my classmates and so I used to take attendance of my class and innocently she used to reply with every roll call made. The patience level can be seen with my bad eating habits. I used to consume a single chapatti in 1 Hour 30 Minutes. After every bite I used to go for my cycle round and then again come back for next bite. My Mumma gave up on me but she didn’t.

My Grandpa, who was supposed to be very strict and all the synonyms possible as mentioned by my dad and elders is so much lenient with me that it’s just unimaginable. I used to sleep on his bed (which was like a dream for my dad and his brothers), used to clean my hands and face with his towel after eating Non-Veg food, but he never complained.

And I came up with this topic, which is the important part of our lives. I see these Old Best Friends each morning when they are standing at the Bus Stops of their grandchildren’s school bus. They carry their bag and a bottle of water in one hand and on the other side the kid is holding their finger and the children are busy with their respective stories which they listen to with full keen and interest. And at the time of their arrival, they do wait for them and their bus, standing under the sun with the smile on their face and ready to involve themselves in their stories again.

And above all and everything, it’s their blessings whatever we’re today and whatever we will be tomorrow.

Nayi Kahani ...

2011-09-10T19:56:00.001+05:30

Jab tu ruth ke bethe mujhse, har pal saza lagti hai…
Awaaz teri main na sunu to, apne jeene pe shak hota hai…

Hoti hai tu pal bhar ke liye dur, to duniya adhuri si lagti hai…
Paas aate hi tere, har cheez apni si lagti hai…

Khoya rahata hun main tere khwaabon mein, teri baaton mein...
Intezaar karta hun ki kab dekhunga main khud ko teri nigaahon mein…

Tera intezaar hi hai jo humse hota nahi,
Tera pyaar hi hai jo mujhe tere paas kheech laata hai…

DAD

2011-08-09T23:49:00.004+05:30

A man who is always with you in your thoughts, in your actions, in your mind, in your peace, in your comfort...

He might be not present physically, but mentally he is always there...
The dream of his which you're living...
The wishes of him which you're boasting about
His hope ... which you are.

His eyes are looking at you when you're doing something wrong,
His words are in your mind whenever you require any guidance...

He is food, cloth and shelter,
He is like an open sky of a small bird...

He is the dream of a every child,
If he is there, then all the toys in the market seems ours...

He is the one who holds your finger life long,
sometimes he is sour, sweet and for you that's a song...

Zindagi Kaisi Hai Paheli ...

2011-07-26T16:05:00.005+05:30

Zindagi kabhi kabhi aise mod pe laake khada kar deti hai,
jiski humne kabhi kalpna bhi nahi ki hoti hai ...

Pal bhar ke liye mili khushi ko is tarah dur kar deti hai,
jiska gum zindagi bhar rahata hai ...

Kabhi kabhi mamuli si galti bhi,
zindagi bhar ke liye saza bann jaati hai ...

Insaan baavla bana ghumta rahata hai,
phir bhi woh khud ko dhundh na paata hai ...

This I wrote in context of the below link, it actually brought tears in my eyes for a moment ...

http://timesofindia.indiatimes.com/city/bangalore/Mom-tries-to-save-bowl-drops-kid-9-floors/articleshow/9366337.cms

Recent Poem

2011-07-24T22:50:00.003+05:30

ye ruh hai ek saath, ye dhadkan, ye saanse hain ek saath,
meelon ne dur kiya to kya, har pal hum hain ek saath ...

mera swarg hai teri baahon mein,
khoya rahata hun main in nigaahon mein...

Lines I wrote few months back

2011-07-24T22:48:00.001+05:30

Woh manzil hi kya, jiski raah mein tumhaara hosla na ho,
Woh pal hi kya jismein tumhaara khyaal na ho...
Kisi manzil ko haasil karne mein kya maza, jismein tumhaara saath na ho,
Woh saanso ka kya lena, jinmein tum na ho...

tere kaare naino mein doob jaane ko mann karta hai,
tu mere saath nahi hai is khyaal mein main sulagta rahata hun...
bethi hai aur taakhti hai mujhe tu is tarah,
ki ye pal hazaaron baar jeene ko mann karta hai

main yahan bethe tere shabdon ka besabri se intezaar karta rahata hun...
tu wahan bethe shabdon ko bunne mein waqt laga deti hai...

Facebook, Kitaab Insaan ki

2011-07-23T12:01:00.003+05:30

Facebook na hota, to insaan ek dusre ke bina rota…

Ye karata hai mail apno se, kabhi kabhi milwata hai sapno se…

Saalon puraane dosto se milwaya isne, 5 saal pahele ye jaana tha kisne…

Apno ko bada hote darshaya isne, to kabhi apno ki soch batlaya isne…

Dusron ki pasand ko apni pasand banwaata ye, apni pasand ko dusron tak pahuanchata ye…

Duniya ko ek banaya, apno ko saath laaya…

doston ka janamdin kabhi yaad na rahata, agar Facebook na hota…

facebook na hota, to insaan bohat kuch khota …

Kuch Panktiyaan Kisi Apne Ke Liye

2011-07-18T21:12:00.004+05:30

Meri Zindagi mein tumhaari mojudgi hi sab kuch hai ...

Tumhaare hothon pe rakhi ye hasi hi mere liye sab kuch hai ...

Meri baahon mein tumhaara simatna hi sab kuch hai ...

Tumhaari palkon pe thame aansu hi bohat kuch hain ...

Aur in sabse badkar hai tumhaara pyaar, tumhaara ehsaas ...
Iske siwa meri zindagi mein kuch nahi hai ...

Meet To and Fro = Metro

2011-07-06T14:01:00.008+05:30

"First of all, let me congratulate myself on my 100th blog. Will like to thank my parents for giving me birth, my sister and jijaji for giving me strength to write, my friend Saharsha and Megha, Amrita Bhabhi n Appu Da for giving me inspiration and all my close ones and ya also the people who are not at all important in my life anymore but gave me strength to write."

Lakhs on the road, lakhs in the metro and lakhs on their feet. This is National Capital Region.

Delhi Metro, the experience is different, new and weird more than what you had in your last travel. And when you travel in it with your eyes open you get to see or rather in my terminology you get to observe so many things, acts and situations. It’s like diversity of the people.

The most common characteristic of the people who all are travelling by it is Hurry. They run, jog, do brisk walk and what not. Many are friends at the platform and once the metro train is there they turn into foe in a blink. They’re ready to kill each other for that particular 07:21AM metro; they just can’t wait for the 07:23AM metro.

And when I talk about observation, well it’s a treat for me. I get to see so many people, so many expressions, impressions at the same point of time. Let me start sharing my observations with a man who just got into the metro from the station, first impression he will give as if he is the most confused person surviving on this planet, then he will look towards his left, then right, again left, again right for the seats; and if he found one then trust me he is the happiest man alive on this entire earth, a true achiever; and if he fails to find one, with all disinterest in travelling, feeling of failure and some nice adjectives in his head, he will hold the rod or the grip above his head and continue his journey. Secondly, there are people who have to travel for long, they find the corner seat (one of the 2 seats), put their earplugs and close their eyes as if they’re into some meditation class or something. Thirdly, the couple, the lovers, in short, a boy and a girl who don’t find a safest, cheapest and no disturbing zone in the country to hang around. They make themselves very comfortable as if the metro rail is of their dad’s property, hand in hand, the naughty smiles and checking out people as they don’t have any work to do except noticing them. “Please stand away from the door”, “darwaze se hatkar khade hon”, can’t we introduce some other easy language for the people who don’t understand such difficult and hard words. Forth kind of people are such kind who does opposite whatever announcements are being made. They have to listen to the music loudly in their so call China cell phones, they have to eat everything and drink on the board, they do have to rest their bums on the floor and they need to recline all their body on the doors.

When we talk of the crowd, I guess in our country its same everywhere, in bunch and free with the bunch too. If you haven’t seen waves in your life, then you should visit any of the busy metro stations, the wave of people gets in and vice versa.

In the end, I’ll just like to mention that, here we can stand with the strangers for hours, we even talk to them and discuss about the increasing crowd where they’re unaware of the fact that they are also part of that same crowd.

Hail My Country!!

Taare Zameen Par

2011-06-27T08:47:00.004+05:30

Here I am not describing the movie but on this weekend, I actually saw two Taare Zameen Par, a girl and a boy. I won’t say that they are retarded or physically challenged; it’s just that they are not living the normal and easy life as we are doing. They laugh, they cry, they show emotions and they live a healthy life with pains.

And then I met the Angel, the mother of two kids. She was actually an angel for them as she is way ahead from all of us in caring and loving. The patience she has is immense. Her day starts with them and I believe it doesn’t end. She plays with them, fight with them, and feed them, make them do exercises. From her eyes, I could see Hope, Dream, and Starve of making them stand on their own feet.

Well this much only I can describe about them because I believe the words just can’t describe everything. I wish those two kids to get well soon and make their parents proud someday and I hope the day comes soon.

Shri Harivansh Rai Bachchan's best work (is that what I feel)

2011-06-24T16:50:00.007+05:30

Haadsa Banke Koi Khawab Bikhar Jaye To Kya Ho,
Waqt Jazbaat Ko Tabdeel Nahi Kar Sakta,
Dur Ho Jane Se Ehsaas Nahi Mar Sakta,
Ye Mohabbat Hai Dilo Ka Rishta ... Ye Mohabbat Hai Dilo Ka Rishta,

Aisa Rishta Jo Zameeno Ki Tarah, Sarhado Mai Kabhi Taqseem Nahi Ho Sakta...
Tu Kisi Aur Ki Raato Ka Haseen Chand Sahi,
Meri Duniya Ke Har Rang Mai Shamil Tu Hai,
Tujse Roshan Hai Mere Khawaab, Meri Umeede,
Mai Kisi Bhi Raah Se Guzru, Meri Manzil Tu Hai ... Meri Manzil Tu Hai ...

Encounter # 1

2011-06-13T17:36:00.006+05:30

13/06/2011, my first day or rather first step towards masters degree and step towards many dreams … The day was sunny and here I would like to mention that my neighbour’s name is also Sunny …

We entered the premises at sharp 08:00 AM as it was my first day and class starts from 08:30 AM … There the first thing I did was to confirm my name in the Section F list and then the Time Table, the eagerness of knowing the section was ticking and when I asked, I came to know that students from the Commerce background have been given this particular F …

At 08:15 AM, I entered Room # 106, My first & second lecture was of Soft Skills which lasted for 02 hours 30 mins, except sleeping I did everything since I was energetic as it was my first day and third lecture was of Administrative Branch (related to college administration and all), if you ever come across with such torture, please run away …

I heard the class comprises of 60-65 students but I could only witness 27 or more students … Most of the students are Loacalites i.e. NCR region and also i.e. more of a wannabees or rather I find the youth of this region i.e. National Capital Region are big time wannabees … They wear loose T-shirts, jeans and chappals in college, hair untidy and chin beard … Hellooo!!!!! Is this a college or a joke factory with the Jokers …

Anyway, first day I was free by 01:00 PM after attending all the classes and then moved ahead to see the so called College Cafeteria and it was hot, not because of girls but because of heat and absence of ACs there.

Hope you’ll see more posts related to my experiences … cheers

“When the Royal wedded the Common”

2011-04-29T19:46:00.003+05:30

29th April 2011, the date which made its presence in the books of history and in the brain of every individual who sighted the wedding of newly appointed Duke of Cambridge Prince Williams and Catherine Middleton.

The occasion was very well organised and the most important thing which I adore is the punctuality in the events, it was outstanding. Though we just can’t compare it with any Indian Wedding as there were no fireworks, no loudness and no wildness. It was a Royal Thing, The Royal Occasion. Many Dukes, Rulers, Sultans, Sheikhs marked their presence on this auspicious occasion and the list also includes David and Victoria Beckham who were out of the Royal lot. The parents of the bride were on cloud 9 as it’s like a dream come true to be part of the Royal family. I guess Catherine should use Olay to have Olay effect to look a bit younger.

Well, while I was following the Royal ceremonies there were many eye-catching events. Some of them were like when Victoria Beckham dug her nose  , a little girl with Bridesmaid was yawning during the procession, the ring for Kate was a bit tight and more.

The crowd and audience outside the Abbey were more excited than the people inside it. They were at the venue a night before the actual time of event. In the crowd, you can observe the spirit of age no bar, every nation is united, each colour we respect and each event like this is the world event.

During the whole ceremony what I missed most was the Charm, the Grace, the Beauty the Royalty, Lady Diana.

Here is the end of my Royal Post ... Cheers

Life !!!

2011-03-26T22:02:00.002+05:30

These four letters word force you to revolve around it in any and every situation. It involves all the turns and twists and most of the turns are in the wrong direction and only few give you the hope to continue with your living.

The other two sides of the life are happiness and sadness. There can’t be both at the same time; its clear like crystal water but still it left us in hell lot of confusion.
The tears and smile are life’s closest friends. You’ll find one of the two accompanying it in each phase.
The thoughts, the reactions, the gestures and everything changes with its treatment.

“Every phase of life teaches you the way of looking at it”

Bad luck, my old friend appeared again. I never miss him but still he pays his presence very often in my life. The only question which runs in my mind is that “can I kill him or leave him forever”, well I guess nobody on this planet can answer this question of mine. He is unwanted & unwished person in your life.
Life with bad luck is bad life, you can’t enjoy the happiest moments of your life, and you just can’t enjoy the presence and company of your close ones. Bad luck, my old friend has such an impact that everything else gets fade. With its entry, everything and everybody exits.

“Life……. The Unreal Reality”

Pearl Gem...

2010-06-14T09:41:00.002+05:30

And this time I realised, that I have a Gem in the city of Pearls…
Well will call him Pearl Gem…

He is none other than my brother in law. Its been 22 months since I know him but somehow I failed to mention about him on my blog.

Now he is the second most influential person in my life. Let me describe few of his traits which I could observe in him in these months – he is calm, composed, and soft-spoken, practical, easy going in life, a very good writer and an actual charmer with an amazing sense of humour.

He is a true inspiration. My sister is lucky to have him as her life partner and I am lucky to have him as brother in the law 

Samay ...

2010-05-29T19:59:00.002+05:30

Samay ke saath, aansu muskaan mein badal jaate hain to kahin muskaan aansu mein...

samay ke saath, paraye log apne ho jaate hain to kahin apne paraye ho jaate hain...

kahete hain ki samay kabhi rukta nahi, parantu humari zindagi mein aisi kai ghatnaaye hoti hain jab samay tham jaata hai...

kuch log kahete hain ki humein samay ke saath chalna chahiye lekin agar hum is beech kisi apne karibi ko kho dete hain to aisa chalna kis kaam ka...

"sahi samay ka bhi sahi waqt hota hai"

Team 10

2010-05-08T15:54:00.004+05:30

1. Saharsha Sabharwal / Megha Mathur
2. Manan Kulshreshtha
3. Rajat Gupta
4. Anant Acharya
5. Luvleen Benbi
6. Sachit Khandelwal
7. Pandavas
8. Rohit Jindel
9. Vardhman Singh
10.Pushpendra Singh

Aman Ki Aasha

2010-02-05T01:04:00.001+05:30

What are we talking about when we all are speaking and thinking about these terms… peace, love etc things are said about the two countries; well here I am talking about Hindustaan and Pakistan …

We are talking about Love across the border but what about inside the border and natives of this side of border… are we united or are we living in peace…???...

Hindus are fighting with different religion and Muslims are commenting and fighting with other… where the literacy is, where the democracy is, where is the secularism…???.. are these words just lost with the republic India…
The so called Senas isn’t an army but are cruel and weird people who jus wanna spread their fake supremacy and wanna rule the nation. All they can do is to threat people and bring the terror inside them and ya one more thing they are good at and that are breaking things. If we have some sport like breaking tables, chairs and glasses etc in the Olympics then undoubtedly we are the winners.

I don’t understand the need of such acts and retaliations… what one will gain out of it… well the literates will ignore, the survivors will gain hatred and government and such activist will gain publicity… that’s it… they talk, media listen and we watch… and what we watch, fortunately or unfortunately we have to believe in that.

Can’t their one single person who can stand and show such activists the mirror… activists are the people who themselves don’t know what activity they gonna perform, is it good or bad… they are just followers and we India loves following blindly. We follow, we fall, and we get up and follow again. We can’t think of to be different because we just can’t… now we are habitual of the system.

I wrote a small poem long back, I guess this is the correct platform to write:

“People dying everywhere,
Children crying everywhere…

Everywhere there is harassment,
Still our government is not taking any measurements…

Our country was called as the bird of gold,
Now everywhere there is war of cold…

When will our country will be peaceful?
When every native of our country will will be helpful?

O’ father, stop these fights,
Its now heights…

When will I be the proud citizen of this country?
When I can say that I love my country?”

Bachpan ke din chaar... naa aayenge baar baar....

2010-01-09T08:31:00.004+05:30

bas ek bar wapas lautne ka mann karta hai,
aaj har wo din jeene ko mann karta hai…

woh chalte chalte unhi fisal jaana,
to kabhi apni hi bevkufi pe hasna…

woh baarish ki boondon ko pakadna,
garmiyon mein suraj ko doshi thaharana to usi suraj ko thand mein gale lagana…

apni galtiyon pe sir jhuka ke sharm se khade hona,
to wahi dusron ki galtiyon pe hasna…

choti choti baaton se palkon pe aansu aana,
to kabhi bina baat hi muskura dena…

ye hain bachpan ki kuch baatein,
jo ab simat ke bann gayi hai kuch yaadein …

bas ek bar wapas lautne ka man karta hai,
Aaj har wo din jeene ko man karta hai…

Shocking but TRUE ...

2009-12-30T18:56:00.002+05:30

This is interesting … and shocking ...

'Jana Gana Mana' - Just a thought for the National Anthem! How well do you
know about it?

I have always wondered who is the ' adhinayak 'and' bharat bhagya
vidhata',whose praise we are singing.. I thought might be Motherland India !
Our current National Anthem 'Jana Gana Mana'is sung throughout the country.

Did you know the following about our national anthem, I didn't.

To begin with, India 's national anthem, Jana Gana Mana Adhinayaka, was
written by Rabindranath Tagore in
honor of King George V and the Queen of
England when they visited India in 1919. To honor their visit Pandit Motilal
Nehru had the five stanzas included , which are in praise of the King and
Queen.(And most of us think it is in the praise of our great motherland!! !)

In the original Bengali verses only those provinces that were under
British rule, i.e . Punjab, Sindh, Gujarat ,Maratha etc. were mentioned. None of the
princely states were recognized which are integral parts of India now
Kashmir, Rajasthan, Andhra, Mysore or Kerala.

Neither the Indian Ocean nor the Arabian Sea was included, since they were
directly under Portuguese rule at that time. The Jana Gana Mana Adhinayaka
implies that King George V is the lord of the masses and Bharata Bhagya
Vidhata is 'the bestower of good fortune'.

Following is a translation of the five stanzas that glorify the King.

*First stanza:* (Indian) People wake
up remembering your good name and ask
for your blessings and they sing your glories. (Tava shubha name jaage; tava
shubha aashish maage, gaaye tava jaya gaatha)

*Second stanza*: Around your throne people of all religions come and give
their love and anxiously wait to hear your kind words..

*Third stanza:* Praise to the King for
being the charioteer, for leading the
ancient travelers beyond misery.

*Fourth stanza: *Drowned in the deep ignorance and suffering,
poverty-stricken, unconscious country? Waiting for the wink of your eye and
your mother's (the Queen's) true protection..

*Fifth stanza*: In your compassionate plans, the sleeping Bharat ( India )
will wake up. We bow down to your feet O' Queen, and glory to Rajeshwara
(the King).

This whole poem does not indicate any love for the Motherland but depicts a
bleak picture.. When you sing Jana Gana Mana Adhinayaka, whom are
you glorifying? Certainly not the Motherland. Is it God? The poem does not
indicate that. It is time now to understand the original purpose and the
implication of this, rather than blindly sing as has been done the past
fifty years.
Nehru chose the present national anthem as opposed to Vande Mataram because
he thought that it would be easier for the
band to play!!!
It was an absurd reason but Today for that matter bands have advanced and
they can very well play any music. So they can as well play Vande Mataram,
which is a far better composition in praise of our Dear Motherland India .

BE PROUD TO BE INDIAN

Humans v/s Animals or Animals v/s Better side of God ?

2009-11-02T10:23:00.002+05:30

‘Loving animals is far better than loving human beings; at least you will get the same in return’

In our country there are loads of kinds of people. They worship stones, animals and what not. They live for belief and customs.
But there are people who act like animals; they treat animals just like what they actually sound. Do they don’t deserve love, care and affection ?

I was watching in the news and saw that a Bear by mistake got into a village and was so nervous that he was searching his way towards the Jungle desperately, but the residents of that particular village have beaten him so badly that later the forest department declared his death. The Bear was not there to harm anyone and he himself was tensed then why such kind of behaviour against him. People who are part of Peta or other Animal Saviours should take this issue very seriously and must take some action against them.

I don’t know why humans have to act like animals when they are available to act themselves. We humans have lost all the inner humanity in us; at least animals are acting in the best possible way they can. 40-50 people beating a Bear, if somebody thinks that he did a heroic job then he must fight alone, then wait for the result. Mass can destruct a weak easily but what is important is to fight alone and became a hero as in this case Bear is. He fought and sacrificed his life.

The scene in the news was mixed with feelings like anger, helpless for me. They were all beating him with the sticks, stones and rods. Beating with the thing which we worship and beating the ‘animal’ whom we worship in some parts of the county.

May the Bear’s soul rest in peace and the ‘PUNCH’ to all the villagers and an appeal to the forest department and the govt of that area to take necessary steps.

Breaking Habit

2009-10-01T22:00:00.002+05:30

You break so many things since your birth to your death and with each breaking, there is lots of emotions and feelings attached to it...

In childhood you used to break toys, you laugh on it and if it was your favourite one, then the emotion changes... You grow up a bit then you intend to break whatever comes in your hand, its your destructive age...

In your late teens and early twenties, you break someone's heart, you break relationships, you break things which sometimes you are forced to whereas sometimes you want to...Year passes, but the habit continues in the form of trust, belief, faith, friendship etc...

You aren't actor but still you have to act and pretend things as you want...

As you grow older and older, the habit of breaking is still following you and now its impact is deeper and deeper...

Its human tendency, you can't change it but you have to live with the fact...

Power of ONE

2009-09-29T07:52:00.001+05:30

Rashida Begum… a rebel or an eye opener or a powerful woman…??...
This lady from Rajouri District in Jammu and Kashmir killed a Lashkar Terrorist with an AXE and badly injured the second as they were hiding at her place…

A true muslim fights for her rights with a ‘so call muslim’ who is not only insulting his own community but also the mankind… few writers are very correct… these terrorist are not from any religion, their religion is just terrorism… they have changed the actual meaning of Jihad…

In my eyes, Rashida is an icon and we Indians should look upto her and learn some lessons from her… we cant live while depending on others… someday we have to fight all alone… have to live and survive independently…

Hats off to you lady and I hope to hear more n more about people like you… who are for themselves and for the nation…not for any religion, caste or anything…

TRUST...

2009-09-28T10:57:00.000+05:30

These five letters word is the biggest belief in mankind…
You can’t force it, you can’t buy… all you have to do is to gain it…

“love all, trust few, trust only those who loves you”

Trust is the thing which you can see in the person’s eyes, in his thoughts, in his actions, in his speech… the one should be comfortable enough to trust you so that he/she can share their views, ideas and secrets with you…

There are people who can do anything to gain one’s trust but the thing they forget is you don’t have to do anything… it comes very naturally to whom to trust and whom to not… and if somebody trust you, you should be ready to do anything so that you will never break that particular person’s trust… cuz it’s the wealth which is earned with time, faith and heart… if you loose you will never be able to earn it again… its one of the most difficult thing to earn on this planet… don’t know about other planets.. ;)
People gonna come and go… the only which will stay back with you is their memories and trust in you…

be trustworthy…

MONEY...

2009-09-24T22:11:00.004+05:30

'If money talks and bullshit walks, we walk in' ...

Is it the most essential thing for living..?.. I know you can buy a bread to eat but still... why their is so much of greed for money in the society. If you and your family are having all the 3 meals comfortably then why there is greed for more...

You can't buy happiness, love, smile, tears, a relation or rather anything from money and from my point of view these are the most essentials for one's living... There are people who are dying of hunger and poverty but still they aren't starving to earn money as our so call 'rich class' is...
I know there are people who loves to talk in thousand of crores and above that they don't know how many Zeros they have to add in that...
Money can only buy 'things' not the 'thoughts'...

If we eat, drink and sleep money then I would like to stay hungry for life, let my throat gets dry and let my eyes open till my last breathe...

Unchangeable Changes...

2009-09-24T22:01:00.004+05:30

In the end, its always me and my thoughts and my views...
Whenever I sense some change around me, I just withdraw myself rather than finding the cause for the change...
Sometimes these changes hurt a lot, I try to get back to myself and try to forget about the world but its hard, its easy to say but tough to admit... I don't like changes, though they are liked by many but in my case its all together different...

People change, their acts, their habits changes and moreover the way they look at you changes... I know its hard to keep an open heart, even your so call friends also behaves abnormally at times...

Changes have to be accepted but in my case its always hard to admit...

Some Facts and Mistakes

2009-09-24T21:50:00.005+05:30

We Indians loves to butcher the English language by the wrong pronunciation or by following stupid stupid accents..
We love to pronounce " schedule " as " skedule ", but we always forget that we are suppose to follow British English not the American one...

And when we are at some restaurant or at the bar, at the end we smartly ask for " cheque " which is wrong and inappropriate. The reason behind this is , Americans calls it a cheque as they call their currency as bill...

BUT BUT BUT, we have to follow all the negative and wrong things which are existing in the society. We speak smartly but the impact is just horrible... There are lot of things which we say wrongly just cuz everybody is pronouncing it wrongly and you can't dare to correct it rightly...

Learn to speak and write correctly, if you can't then please use your mother-tongue as its one of the most beautiful and oldest language.

cOlOuRs

2009-09-23T20:41:00.003+05:30

People take it in different manner, people say it in a different manner...

Red, Yellow, Green etc., different people will choose their different colour or rather their individual colour. Some colours are linked with their 'luck' whereas some just for their sake. It all depends and suits one's personality and its all one's perception...

World is fighting on Black and White, white alwayz hate the blacks and blacks always hate the whites but human tendency is, mostly Blacks will wear White and White will wear Black...
We stop on Red and we move on green, red is for alert and green is for prosperity, its all interlinked...

We all live with so many colours, we all see so many colours, still we say that our life is colourless. Black and White colours are the most bold colours in our life, so if your life is Black and White, you should be proud of it, its more intense and deeper...

'I must say you shouldn't be colourful in life but you should add all the colours in your life'...

Saturday Morning

2009-09-18T17:13:00.004+05:30

On a lazy saturday morning when you are lying in bed, drifting in and out of sleep,
there is a space where fantasy and reality become one... Are you awake or are you dreaming.?.
You see people and things ; some are familiar ; some are strange...
You talk, you feel, but you move without walking ; you fly without wings...
Your mind and your body exist, but on separate planes...
Time stands still... For me, this is the feeling I have...

Main aur Meri Tanhayee aksar ye baatein karte hain...

2009-09-18T17:08:00.002+05:30

I see you with my close eyes...
I dream about you with my open eyes...
I can hear your voice even when you are too far...
I talk to you when I know you won't reply...
I could feel your presence when I know you aren't around...
Thats how much I love you...
Look what you have done...

When Present remembers the Past

2009-09-18T17:03:00.000+05:30

Wouldn’t all of us want to go back to the time when :-

‘getting high’ meant ‘on a swing’…

‘drinking’ meant ‘apple juice’….

‘dad’ was the only ‘hero’…

‘love’ was ‘mom’s hug’…

‘dad’s shoulder’ was the ‘highest place on the earth’…

your ‘worst enemies’ were your ‘siblings’…

the only thing that could ‘hurt’ were ‘skinned knees’…

the only things ‘broken’ were your ‘toys’…

and ‘goodbyes’ only meant ‘till tomorrow’…

Is there anybody out there....???...

2009-08-14T21:21:00.003+05:30

good good everything...
now this blog belongs to a working man... i ve joined Genpact as Process Associate on 29th of July...
now the days are hectic but still i am enjoying every moment here... looong days, short nights...
waiting for weekends is seriously fun...
living here with i guess my 1st friend of my life...Manan, popularly known as Ranu...here popularly means for the people whoz his family... though hez 2 yrs elder to me but never realized this gap... having gr8 time during weekdays and full masti on weekends... i am still waiting for his cooking though... na jaane kab chicken banake khilaayega...
rest all is fine....
cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeers....

Missing Nani Maa...

2009-06-13T23:00:00.003+05:30

if i am the third generation of the family then here is the end of the first...

i slept like everyday at 2 in the night and jus after 2 hrs at 4 o'clock dad woke me up and said get ready we are going to delhi...
in that moment of silence, i couldn't ask him why cuz i think i knew the answer... Nani Maa is no more.

She was my eldest friend... we used to share jokes, laughs, family issues etc etc.... we used to talk for hrs n hrs...
11 dayz before she was talking about my marriage wid me n mumma and she promised me that she gonna sit with me on the horse.
She broke but i think her promise isn't ... She was very close to 4 of us i.e. Papa, Mumma , Di and myself... she used to have topics to talk about with each one of us...

well she lived her life and achieved her last goal and that was Di's marriage... i was jus sitting and calculating that she died 131 dayz after Di's marriage... if we write these dayz in a date form then it is 1/31 i.e. Di's marriage day and she lived and struggled for that particular day and time...

here is a poem by W.H.Auden which really touched me...

"Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message She is Dead.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

She was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good."

Missing you Nani Maa... please be with us all the time... we need you.

The Beeper's Shows...

2009-05-19T13:07:00.004+05:30

the tough n busiest job on the air is of Beeper these dayz... they have so much to do...
the shows like Roadies, Splitsvilla, G talk and now the Fast and Gorgeous... mainly all the MTV shows are teaching us how to insult and use all sorts of abusive words...and they are showing all this on the National Channel... and our so called youth of the nation is talking about these 24 X 7...they dont wanna miss a single episode of this... they are all intrested in back-slappin...bitching...etc etc...and i am sure they are learning all this with a gr8 speed...though our beepers are doing their job perfectly but they are forgetting that the youth of this country are one step ahead in every field...
According to me, we should also have some Censor Board related to the tv industry so that they can restrict the language and can maintain decorum of the Tv industry...

"we should try to learn the good things rather than learning things which is not at all acceptable..."

"Better to be backward rather than modern like this..."

Elections in India...

2009-05-06T23:19:00.004+05:30

Soon, the cruel leaders going to replace the new leaders turn cruel…

Elections after 5 years, is a really worst thing in the country… In these few months, our so called the “leaders” beg as much as they can for votes… and these votes are not meant to do something good for the country or their constituency, they only want to do good for themselves…

‘Of the people, by the people and for the people’ turned into ‘Of the politicians, by the politicians and for the politicians’… the average asset which is realised is around 10 crores per minister… and the average income of a farmer in our country is not even Rs. 10 per day… In the time of recession they are minting money and spending lavishly on their lives and spending millions and millions on their respective election campaigning…

Every famous person in the country is doing advertisement and asking public to Vote… I don’t think its their business... everyone in our country has the right to think for their betterment and work towards it and our leaders are not going to help in this at all… And the question is to ‘WHOM TO VOTE”….???... is their any right candidate..??... everyone is same … speaks same language…corrupted… and also earn with the same speed…

“I would rather stay at home and be a silent spectator than be one of the reasons in spoiling this nation by choosing such undeserving candidates..."

from feb 2009 to april 2009...

2009-04-27T13:06:00.003+05:30

here is my post after a big gap... the reason is cuz of my exams and no new thoughts were coming in my mind... as whatever used to come , that i ve already posted...
well was nearly finished with my exam but thanx to our elections that one exam has been postponed and now it gonna take place on 5th of may...

visited school in mid of april...with saharsha, vardhman and rohit... enjoyed a lot...it was like best 24 hours in the recent years...

IPL is on... indian event taking place outside is really disgusting... the people who are linked with the IPL are only concerned about money... they shifted it cuz of securtiy reasons... i remember a msg which i got few dayz bak.. " in 2010, due to security reasons the flag hoisting on republic day will take place in London "... :)

Elections are also on... everybody is fighting for the seats... spending millions of money on choppers and aircrafts as our so called big leaders can't travel on road as well as rail...
there are more than 5-6 candidates for the post of PM... i am also thinking to join the club... :)

Formula 1 season is started and the new company Brawn won the majority of races till now... its like 1st time in the history that the new company is taking over everyone... Ferrari is nowhere in the light till now... and our Force India still fighting to gain atleast 1 point from the last season...i don't know why Vijay Mallya dont give a shot to indian drivers...i am sure they can do better than the existing drivers...

rest everything is same as before... have fun...
cheers...

Why Million blessings to Slumdog...

2009-02-25T22:33:00.005+05:30

Slumdog Millionaire scored 8 Oscars this year... seems everybody is happy and proud of it but i am not...
the story is about a boy who lives in slums of Mumbai and won a million in a game show...
well lets come to the reality first...
the kids,elders and everybody who is residing in Slums are speaking 'English' so fluently that even our so call high class society can't speak like that... the people who are living in slums especially in Mumbai can't speak Hindi properly forget about English...they only speak Marathi...thats it...
and the Jury love this movie...and the crowd of India is getting mad about it...India is a country where everyone is following each other...they don't know whom are they following, why are they following...but still...they are doing it...
Foreign Director showed the poverty and dirty side of India and he got the awards...the main reason for getting so many awards are the foreigners across the globe love this side of India...they only wanna see the poor and their conditions so that they can laugh about it...
the music is also chartbuster but my ears disliked it... but i am very happy for A.R. Rehman as he is my favourite singer and music composer..
I give full credit to Rakeysh Omprakash Mehra for making Rang de Basanti...the music,the direction, everything was just amazing... but we are mass followers and will never learn to appreciate our own things...
other than this, the movies which i found really good in recent years are... Taare Zameen Par, Lagey Raho Munna Bhai , A Wednesday etc etc... these kinda movies should represent India...

Go Indian Public...

Lifez Like It...

2009-02-02T23:10:00.007+05:30

here was the moment....
when i have to smile with tears and cry with a smile...

didi departs for another house and to another family...
this is the most hurting and awful experience for the family of a girl who is getting married...you loose every right on her which you used to have... i really cried when dad said that "one shouldn't have a girl child"...its damn painful...

well its a beginning of a new life for all of us... and you can't change the God's decisions...
another very depressing moment was when Nani Ma arrived... though we all were excited and happy to see her but the condition in which she came was really sad... i think all of us cried after seeing her...its all her inner strength and strong will to attend Di's marriage... God alwayz gives you what you want...

all's well that ends well... was sitting with dad and were giving credit to ourselves that we have managed to do things quite well and that too in a new city where everything was strange to us...everything went off smoothly and calmly... and i don't think anybody left with bad feelings...

may god give all the happiness,love and success to Di and Jijaji...

"this is the end...for a new beginning..."

Friends...

2009-01-24T00:00:00.002+05:30

i dont wanna live alone...cuz they are with me....

i dont wanna be sad in my life...cuz they are with me...
i want all the happiness in the world...cuz they are with me...
i wanna get up with a smiling face every morning...cuz they are with me...
i wanna sleep every night calmly and peacefully...cuz they are with me...
they were there in past...they are with me in present....and i hope they will be with me till my last breath...

they are my F.R.I.E.N.D.S. ... now and more than ever...

For My Love...My Life Partner.

2009-01-22T01:00:00.004+05:30

i get up with sunshine...

i want you to be alwayz mine...

when u smile...its like thousands of stars shining...

when u cry.... its really very depressing...

sometimes you are naughty...

and sometimes you are flirty...

i love you the way you are...

i dont want you to go far...

you are sweet and caring...

and above all you are daring...

everyday i wanna get up with you...

i dont care which is which and who is who...

i love you...now,then and forever...

you are mine...and nobody can change that ever...

Here I am...

2009-01-10T22:29:00.003+05:30

a big hello to everyone and a very happy new year...
here I am after really long time...my 1st blog in 2009... with all the good memories and the bad from the year 2008...

My Di is getting married on 31st of january...so its like end of chapter 1st of my life...for me new life and new year will start from 1st of february...its all the new beginning...everything gonna be new... my life is just refreshed...
Life goes on....

"F.R.I.E.N.D.S."
the most hilarious and entertaining serial of all time...is now came to an end on my side...as few months back i ve started watching it... finished the last, the 10th season today... and it ended in smile with tears... I truly miss all of them...Rachel, Phoebe,Monica,Chandler,Joey and Ross... in these months they really came closer to me... they used to entertain me when i am alone, when i am sad...they all were there...
thanx for being there....

My first Movie in new year was Ghajini... liked it but it wasn't that extra-ordinary... Aamir really acted well build some really nice body... ;) ... and ya i liked a song wiz 'Kaise mujhe tum'...

thats it....take care...
cheers.

Terrifying Terror

2008-11-27T22:15:00.008+05:30

November,26th and 27th, 2008... a date to remember by everyone who is linked with India somehow or the other not cuz of any pride but cuz of Terrorist attack on Mumbai...The city which nevel sleeps is continuing its tradition just cuz of Terrorism... the most horryfying, devastating and surprising attack in Indian history...
Terrorist attacked on most iconic buildings of Mumbai i.e. Taj Hotel and The Oberoi's...
Now here is a question how they got into the hotels...was it lack of security or someone from the security is involved.... cuz carrying AK-47 and loadsa bombs and grenades is nearly impossible such places...
Now comes our so called TRP hikers...the MEDIA... an eye of the terrorist...why can't these people switch off their channels and stay at home... they have to be first in the race and they are showing what all terrorist requires... they are showing where all sharp shooters are placed...where all snipers are... they jus cant let others do their job properly...
More than 200 people killed and 500 are injured... and these terrorist are none other than youth of the 21st century...average age limit is 22 years...isn't this amazing...DEVELOPED WORLD...
I dont know how can we fight with this but we have to do something to sought it out... why cant we kill these terrorist at the time of arresting... wats the need to prove them whether they are wrong or right.... they should be hang then and there only...

May god give strength to all families who lost their relatives and may their souls rest in peace...

What is UP...

2008-11-24T22:18:00.004+05:30

friends...romans and countrymen...
my first post in winters of 2008...
winters after rain...its jus amazing...winter morning....amazing weather...
nothing new is happening with me...same old life....tuitions are on...indore ppl are getting worse everyday...no sign of improvement...by the way i am enjoying myself...watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S. reegularly...finished 5th season yesterday... no need of actual friends here...
saw Dostana and Dasvidaniya... second D was faaaar better than first... saw Quantum of Solace too... it was ok types not liked though...no good cars...no hot girls and our James Bond's ass is kicked in every scene...
thats it...hope you all enjoying yourself... have fun....take care of yourself..
cheers.

Big day is Over...

2008-10-24T23:56:00.003+05:30

now...i am officially brother in-law... my di got engaged on 9th of october...

with the pyrotechnic display of dussehra festival...
our event was more like a carnival...

many people gave their presence on this auspicious occasion...
many were happy,few were not... i am happy because they have learned their lesson...

family and freinds reunited after long time...
i dont know what to write so that it can rhyme...

i think we did it superbly...i think the best one...
i dont care if there is any problem with anybody... be it anyone...

such kinda occasions are meant to be enjoyed...
i dont know why the hell people spoil their mood and be annoyed...

my best pal was there with me till last...
i couldn't ask better than him in this world which is so vast...

everybody was happy, especially mom and dad...
we are happy family... there is no place for the word sad...

Stationed....

2008-10-24T23:49:00.003+05:30

here i am on my journey to home... travelling by train is always an unique experience...
i can see my co-passengers and people who came to see off them at the railway station...
on the station you see all kind of emotions... some are departing with smiling face and some with tears...
men selling newspapers,tea and bunch of chips etc etc...

i can see people happy as most of them are going home to celebrate Diwali...
i can see people tensed as their ticket is still not confirmed and they are running after railway officer...
i can also see people who are at the station just for fun and tea... they dont have anything to do with the railways..
some are carrying tea and coffee for their family members... some are shaking hands where some are giving hugs...children crying as they dont wanna go....

different people...different emotions... some are lovable for that moment where some are meant to be hated...

FaMiy...

2008-10-23T23:25:00.002+05:30

When I was born, they were there...
I don't know them, but they really care...

I don't remember when I spoke first word...
They remember when I called them 'MA, PA' in blurred...

I ve got an elder sister, don't know the name of her...
She is sweet and caring, and loves her younger brother...

I don't remember the first step taken by me...
But they were right there to hold me, if I fall down...

I was naughty and used to make them run after me everytime...
They were calm and let me do what I want anytime...

As the days passed by, I ve grown old...
They are still the same, more than silver or gold...

Then I came to know "they" were my family...
Who looked after me so well and nicely...

I want them to be there when I will die...
I want to depart from them with the contact of eye to eye...

Our so called 'Incredible India'

2008-10-23T22:38:00.004+05:30

here we are in 21st century and when i look at people i find hatred and jealousy everywhere....it seems that everywhere and everyone is born to kill one another...

they jus fight and fight unnecessarily and without any reason... majority fights unknowingly... they don't even know what the hell they are fighting for...

i dont know why the hell we call our country developing...is there any field in which we are actually developing...??...oh ya i forgot... Corruption...Communal rights and killing each other...we are actually developing in these fields....

our so called incredible india is no longer incredible....here people are capable but actually we dont deserve such respectable words..we know that they are many faces whoz spoiling it but unfortunately we dont have any replaces...

after 61 years of independence we are dependent on each other...

actually everyone is unaware of rights which are given to us by our constitution...

1. Right to equality - people and their thinking are not equal atall... different views....different acts... many classes...
2. Right to Freedom - everybody is slave in our country... they cant think,act and speak freely... if they do then their voice left unheard...
3. Right against exploitation - its everywhere... people exploiting others for their own benefits...
4. Right to freedom of religion - communal rights... fighting for just to hurt other religion followers...no freedom atall...
5. Cultural and educational rights - culture is going in drain... half flag is hoisted for our so called culture and increase in illiteracy...
6. Right to constitutional remedies - if somebody stands for his right... hez suppressed by everyone because whole bloody system is flawed...
7. Right to life and personal liberty - nobody can live freely and if you talk about liberty, its not their even with celebrity... forget about others...

they have just changed the meaning of the rights given to us...they just bend and ammend it according to what THEY want...so can you see any ray of light so that we can actually live in our 'develpoing' country...

For my sister... My Didi...

2008-09-16T01:31:00.003+05:30

My sister is getting engaged on 9th of october...
The day is of Dussehra and everybody will remember...

Engagement will be followed by marriage...
I hope they go together like horse and carriage...

Girl is from Agra and the Boy is from Jaipur...
Who cares, when both are Mathur...

Her face and heart is like a child...
She is sensitive and quite mild...

She is going away from one home to another...
I am sure she will keep everybody happy and together...

Soon she will depart and fade away...
In search of her life in a new way...

But we will miss her today, tomorrow and everyday...
And I will miss her each day...

Breaking news...

2008-09-12T15:00:00.002+05:30

now this is big.... finally i got my laptop....
its Dell Inspiron 1525.... i am very happy and excited...
there is someone now who can live with me and kill my loneliness....

THANX TO DIDI...

Bharat... humara desh...

2008-09-12T14:52:00.003+05:30

Naa jaane is desh mein itni ladayi kyun hai...?
Naa jaane is desh ke logon mein itni hinsa kyun hai...?

Yun to kahete hain ki hum us desh ke waasi hain jahan ganga behati hai...
Par ab ganga ke saath saath kai khun ki nadiya bhi behati hain...

Kahene ko apna desh saath saal pahele azaad ho gaya...
Lekin bhaichaara or apnapan na jaane kahan kho gaya...?

Ladte hain mandir, masjid or mazhab ke naam par...
Kaun jaane diwali ali or ramzaan tika hai ram par...

what is up..???

2008-08-31T19:26:00.003+05:30

lifez boring... nothing to do... still i am trying my level best to make it lil bit exciting...
was in mumbai for rakhi... enjoyed a lot there... done loadsa shopping there... saw couple of movies thr...
Singh is Kinng.... good movie... akshay kumar was at his best... he made movie interesting from the very 1st minute and Katrina Kaif is looking really beautiful... i dont know wat she is doing but with every movie her beauty is increasing....
Bachna ae Haseeno.... bad movie...i am jealous of My sis as she managed to sleep and we all starved for it... only good thing about the movie was Minnisha Lamba... shez is looking damn cute...
Rock On... the rocking one... good music and Arjun Rampal is as usual looking damn good... a greek god.... good story and a real refreshing one...

... Indore ppl are horrible... galz and guyz are confusing...irritating etc etc... no more frenz here now... but i am very happy... instead of having such frenz ... its better not to have... though i am very happy wid my school mates.... and i knw they are and they will be with me for lifetime...

thats it... will keep you update...
take care....cheers...

I am there...

2008-07-26T22:50:00.004+05:30

hello to all...
writing after looong time... herez a brief update on what i am upto...
doing loadsa biking and roaming everywhere....
met Janmai Da after 2 years... hez here for next 6 months... so weekends gonna be gr8...i am very happy...
studying income tax,maths and english... music is on as alwayz... Jim Morrison is my best pal these dayz...
saw movies... Jaane Tu... thrice... it doesn't mean that i haven't understood in the first time...its jus i liked the movie a lot... then i saw Hancock and The Dark Knight... Hancock was ok types... lots of unreality etc etc... The Dark Knight is must watch... very good script and all... and hats off work by Late Heath Ledger the "Joker"...

thats about me... will keep on updating you...
cheers...

Many Faces...

2008-07-12T14:41:00.004+05:30

humans...animals... all are unique in their own way... sometimes we hear such things which i really difficult to digest and in true sense they are really magic of mother nature...
was watching national geographic channel... and they were showing a story of Lioness... her name was Lavaniach... she kinda adopted a deer's baby... but failed to feed the baby with the milk... and as the child was growing weak by not having the milk , the lioness also never had her meal... she never hunted during that phase neither she ate that baby... they were together for quite sometime...the lioness took care of her in best possible way she can... after few days a Lion came and hunted that baby... i can see Lioness eyes with tears... she was really sad as she lost the baby and couldn't save the baby from the Lion...
though she was really tough... again she adopted 3 but they couldn't stay with her for that long period which was spent by 1st deer... 2 of them ran away...and one she herself handed to deer's mother...
this is why i call animals are far most better than us 'Humans'... they cant speak...they cant think the way we can but they r more superior than us in many ways...they are more sensitive...
i wish everybody on this earth can ve such kinda heart which that Lioness was having... for the deer she was Caretaker... Guardian and "Mother"...

Super Sunday...

2008-07-07T02:09:00.004+05:30

Finally my Mind won… I really want my Heart to win… but the game is game…

In 4 hrs 38 minutes game…( longest match in the history of Wimbledon Men’s Singles finals…) Nadal defeated Fedrer…

What a spectacular match… I don’t think I will see such kind of match in my whole life… Fedrer the 5time Wimbledon Champion served 26 aces…just amazing…where Nadal was at his best with his “cross court” shorts…

And ya… here we lost Asia Cup against Sri Lanka… I am really happy from bottom of my heart … New comer Ajantha Amendis from Sri Lanka really bowled beautifully … took 6 wickets…

British Grand Prix… I am watching F1 for the last 5 years…but haven’t seen such race during this spell… raining…spinning cars….such overtakings…wow…. Lewis Hamilton took the pole with the lead of 1 minute and 30 seconds…amazing… he really drove well… on the same ground I am upset cuz Ferrari lost…really hard luck for Massa and Kimi…

And I miss them...

2008-07-06T13:49:00.003+05:30

When I am happy…I miss them…
When I am sad…I miss them…
When I am with my friends…I miss them…
When I am alone… I miss them…

My grandmother who is there in heaven left when I was jus 5 years old… not much memories but wanna ve many with her…

My grandfather who is there with her left when I was 7 years old…ve few memories with him...but i always want to have uncountable......but i lost...

I know they are watching me everytime…they are with me everytime… but I want to see them…I want to talk to them…have to ask soooooo many questions which they left unanswered… have to tell them soooo many things which I always wanna tell which are there with me unspoken...
I want them… cuz I miss them…

What can we do...

2008-07-03T21:31:00.004+05:30

was standing outside...heard few kids talking regarding "communal rights" and all....and the kids are of 7-8 years...if these things will influence young kids then where the hell we gonna land up...
young brains are talking like this... its their age to play...study and enjoy their life...wt are we teaching them...?.... and why these communal rights... are hindus and muslims actually wanna kill each other or these politicians wanna earn more n more votes.... why these so called leaders say that we are living in secular country where they are only exploiting the word secular...actually they need to be educated...

India...nothing official about it..

2008-07-03T00:22:00.006+05:30

here we lost one-day match against pakistan... thnx to our bowlers...our batsmen batted quite well n took us to 308... but.............no swing for the fast bowlers and no spin for the spinners...
i dunno why our board is lacking in choosing the best cricket team considering senior players in mind... why they r not taking Sachin and Ganguly...??.... Rohit Sharma who jus played couple of good matches in T20 is at his best...scoring less than 20 runs in every match...
when our board will realize that seniors and their experience is as important as the young players and their spirit...
i knw these issues are unheard....but ths wat i feel...

My update...

2008-07-02T11:15:00.004+05:30

1. i am leaving for indore on Saturday... so wont cum online so often now... u ppl take care of urself and ve fun...

2. was in indore last week, saw "De Taali"... it was ok types...Aayesha was as usual very cute and Ritiesh acted really well..

3. saw German-Spain euro final... was supporting germans but spain was at thr best...

4. started loving a song by Pink floyd "Us and Them"....good to hear when i am driving in rain....

5. oh ya...got my new specs... though the frame is kinda weird...but i love to be weird..

6. Nadal and Fedrer are playing amazingly...m sure soon u gonna watch wimbledon finals between them...i want Nadal to win..but dont want Fedrer to miss his 6th time Championship..so fight gonna be tough in btwn them and in btwn my brain......

this is my update... will keep you update ...
cheers...

Answer to Why I was born .?.

2008-07-01T17:47:00.004+05:30

Zindagi or zamane ki kashmakash se
ghabrakar mere ladke poocte hain,
"humein paida kyun kiya tha?"

Aur mere paas iske siwa koi jawaab nahi hai
ki mere baap ne bhi mujhe bina pooche mujhe paida kiya tha
aur mere baap se bina puche unke baap ne , unhe
aur mere baba se bina pooche unke baap ne , unhe

Zindagi or zamane ki kashmakash
pahele bhi thi ab bhi hai, shayad zyaada,
aage bhi hogi, shayad aur zyaada.
Tumhi nayi leek dharana,
Apne baytoen se poochkar unhe paida karna.!

There are no excuses in life and no blame.
Every morning is a fresh challenge. Either you
learn to pick up the gauntlet and fight or learn
to surrender to it.

- Late Shri Harivanshrai Bachchan

2008-06-26T21:13:00.003+05:30

It's all the same, only the names will change
Everyday it seems we're wasting away
Another place where the faces are so cold
I'd drive all night just to get back home

[Chorus:]
I'm a cowboy, on a steel horse I ride
I'm wanted dead or alive
I'm a cowboy
Wanted dead or alive

Sometimes I sleep, sometimes it's not for days
And the people I meet always go their separate ways
Sometimes you tell the day
By the bottle that you drink
And times when you're alone all you do is think

[Chorus]

I walk these streets, a loaded six string on my back
I play for keeps, 'cause I might not make it back
I been everywhere, and I'm standing tall
I've seen a million faces an I've rocked them all

I'm a cowboy, on a steel horse I ride
I'm wanted dead or alive
I'm a cowboy, I got the night on my side
I'm wanted dead or alive
And I ride, dead or alive
I still drive, dead or alive
Dead or alive [x4]

...Good Week...

2008-06-26T10:27:00.005+05:30

this week seems to be kinda lucky and memorable for me....heard few good news and came in contact with my two old friends....
good news is my very charming nephew started walking now... wow...
two friends are Kavita Thanvi and Nibha Grover... came in contact wid Kavita after more than a decade... and wid Nibha after 3 yrs...
so its like i am rolling nicely...
cheers...

Nimach is vacant again...

2008-06-17T01:13:00.004+05:30

My only company in Nimach, Pramod Bhaiya left the place cuz he got transfer orders from the ministry.... an old boy from Mayo... my senior... my elder...my friend... and Superintendent of Police of Nimach left the place...
and i just departed him with a hug...tht all i can do...
with a sad mood and a smile... i just wanna wish him luck....
keep rocking
cheeeeers....

I’m principal for the day. Here’s my schedule of events.

2008-06-12T00:36:00.002+05:30

oh ... the day will be remembered by everyone...
first i will go for breakfast with the students and share some nice jokes with them...
after breakfast i will declare holiday but games gonna be compulsory... and teachers ve to attend all the empty classes to teach empty classrooms ( who welcome them more than students ) lolz..
then as i am the principal... i dont ve to attend or do anything... i will go and sleep....
HA HA HA HA

What colour is your Aura...

2008-06-10T01:56:00.002+05:30

Your Aura is Blue

Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life.

You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships.

The purpose of your life: showing love to other people

Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah

Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor

What Color Is Your Aura?

What is more Beautiful...??..

2008-06-10T01:30:00.001+05:30

A rain in the afternoon… or bright stars near the moon…

A walk on the beach…or desert’s night…

Lying on mother’s lap…or father’s pat for your nap…

Sharing secrets with your sister… or when she calls you brother…

Chatting with your friend… or remembering days which already end…

Recollecting all the good memories… or trying to make new….

This is where I get confuse in what is beautiful…

This increases the value of the word “Beautiful

Favorite talk show...

2008-06-08T16:14:00.004+05:30

Ellen DeGeneres... a lady with such an amazing sense of humor... speaking skills... her dancing... jus gr8... a lady of million dollars is having million dollars smile at her face everytime... shez in loadsa charity work which is amazing... and of course she encourage lots of young talent too...

Her show " Ellen Degeneres Show" is my favorite talk show on the idiot box... shez jus amazing.. the way she conducts her show... gives warm feeling to her special guests and her audience...
simply unbeatable...

" Hail Ellen "

Clay v/s Grass

2008-06-07T00:57:00.003+05:30

The two living legends in the Tennis world... Rafael Nadal and Roger Fedrer... No. 1 and No. 2 seed in the WTA...
You can see these two playing final matches of any grand slams of Tennis... they just starve to defeat each other... no matter they are playing French Open or Wimbledon... Nadal,is the " king of clay " whereas Fedrer is " King of grass"... they are buddies off the court and true players on the courts...
one player from Switzerland and another from Spain...
no matter what battle is going in between them... but you can see an amazing match while both of them are playing... looong rallies... fighting for single point amazing...
they are truly born winners and my favorites...

Sports I love to watch...

2008-06-06T12:42:00.002+05:30

21st century... many games...many legends...
but i like few to watch.... the few sport which i love to watch are :-
---Cricket... nowadays with this T20 set up... i only love to watch Test Matches...
---Swimming... as i am a swimmer so i just love to watch this game...
---Formula 1... Though Michael Schumacher is retired, i still watch the races for Ferrari and Kimi Raikkonen...
---Tennis... Just love to watch few players playing... Roger Fedrer... Rafael Nadal...Maria Sharapova...Ana Ivanovic...James Blake...Justine Henin Hardenne... n thats it...
---Football... Only World Cup and Matches of Man U... Arsenal... Real Madrid and Barcelona...

Sports is like part of me... sometimes i feel disgusted when i am not playing anything...
So Play Sport ... and Keep yourself fit...

Mind and Heart

2008-06-05T10:08:00.003+05:30

Mind and Heart can put you in trouble...
Together it can make your problem double...

One say this , one say that...
You get confuse in what is exact...

One is on top... one is in centre...
Creates a problem for solution to enter...

Think from mind and follow your heart...
They are yours...they will never hurt...

Forgiving...

2008-06-05T10:06:00.002+05:30

Forgiving is not forgetting...and neither it should be...cuz if we forget , we open ourselves to the same kind of hurt....

Accessories I like...

2008-06-04T15:43:00.002+05:30

it is said that "khoobsurati saadgi mein hoti hai, ise nakli sajaavat se kharab nahi karna chahiye"...
but sometimes we can wear things which we like...
so here I go by telling you things I love to wear ...
My Caps... ve got around 12-14... and mind you... each one is different from the other...including Berry...Polo...Hat...Golf... French...etc etc...
My watches... well have got 3 but demand is alwayz thr...
I have got 3 shades which I love most and still looking for more...
well thts it... no more accessories....

Modernization and Tradition

2008-06-04T13:23:00.004+05:30

I have seen that modernisation has increased vastly and not just in europe and america but in India too.... The end result is that tradition has suffered, and the culture has suffered...Culture is being replaced by electronic gadgets and mobiles and drug addiction....Truly if a world war will not destroy us then we ourselves may....Man tries to compete with nature but in the end nature win...Tradition has declined and this may lead to our destruction...
I am not saying modernization is bad... but one shouldn't modernize so much that he/she forgets his/her culture and traditions... as our culture and traditions are our biggest assets which are gifted to us by our parents, our elders...

Morning I am waiting for...

2008-06-04T12:23:00.003+05:30

what i wanna see when i wake up in the morning which i am missing so much....
beautiful birds singing...
sunrise with clouds and some drizzling...
children playing and swinging...
i wanna see everybody smiling ...
the world from my window should be peaceful...
i wanna see people who are really helpful...
i am waiting for such morning... i am waiting to be awake...

The Sun and the Moon...

2008-06-02T21:27:00.005+05:30

the two gifts of god to the mankind... They equally have their own importance but in weird manner...
Sun gives light , brightness to us but it is intolerable and we hate to expose ourselves in it... whereas in the case of the Moon, it comes when there is darkness all around... and people loves to come out this time... they just wanna enjoy the moon and its light... which is really very beautiful...
so no matter what are we facing or what are we going through...all have their own importance and they are there for some reason...and the reason gonna be in your favour....

MoNaRcH...

2008-06-02T15:16:00.005+05:30

let me share about my 350 cc royal enfield bullet...
well i call my bike as MONARCH...
this is one of the few things in this world which a love most...
as it is modified so its really special to me as each n every part is added by me... i just love to ride it alone... so u can see me with monarch more often than anybody else... thats why the rear seat is really small... ( cant adjust everybody)...lolz... well you can find its name written on one side .. on the same side therez my school Mayo College's " Old Boys Society "sticker ... on the other side my "college flag" ...
this is my bike... one who is alwayz with me throughout...

Favourite Comedian

2008-06-01T14:39:00.004+05:30

One of my friend is saying that articles on my blog are bit boring and depressing... so with that note lemme share about my favorite comedian... and nobody can beat Mr. Beans... played by Rowan Atkinson...
the series followed the exploits of Mr. Beans... there is supporting cast also including his " Teddy and his Mini car "...lolz... hats off to this actor... without saying a word, hez bringing smile on the faces of his audience... his acts, sense of humor, facial expressions etc make all of us laugh out loud... hez different from the league and you can easily judge by watching him... Mr. Atkinson has also done movies and wrote few books...and nowadays you can see Mr. Beans in animated series also...
so I will bow in front of him... for entertaining us with his uncommon...unusual skills....
HATS OFF TO YOU MR. ATKINSON ...

My dream Girl...

2008-06-01T00:39:00.002+05:30

... well i have given all the rights to my family regarding this...but let me share something about my "dream girl"....
should be well educated...intelligent...should have long hair... should have good communication skills ...should be understanding and can tolerate me...
most importantly she should respect my family, elders and give lots n lots of love to young ones... should be affectionate... sometimes naughty... and love me more than i love myself...
should be simple... and ya I love Indian ladies in sarees a lot...so i will prefer that she wear it more often...
this is brief about my girl... girl who is there in my dreams alwayz...

Why so many Suicides...

2008-05-31T17:38:00.000+05:30

"Suicide is the best way to tell god that you cant kill me, i Quit"....
but people who commit suicide doesn't think once about their parents... they just commit it... in my view they are biggest fools... they dont know how much lives they are taking away with them...
coward commits suicide...who cant face the world and its challenges...its said that one have to be brave to commit suicide but its not like that... you just have to be MAD...
there are two main reasons behind these suicides ...
1. Failing in love... - how can you give away your life for a girl/boy whom u know only for 20 months... and without thinking about your parents who are bringing you up from the last 20 years...
2. Failure in Education...- instead of fighting with failure, students are going towards this option...i dont know why they just cant face the world... is suicide is the only solution..??....
Forth class child committed suicide just cuz he failed in his class and his father asked him to better concentrate on studies and stop watching TV...so this fellow ended his life... woowww...reward for father...

oh god, whats happening to these youngsters...why they are going insane....??... when will they learn the importance of life and when will they realize the "love and affection" of their parents...

Shortest and Sweetest poem...

2008-05-31T09:37:00.001+05:30

Bachpan ke din char...
Naa aayenge baar baar...
Jeele Jeele mere yaar...
Jeb khaali to udhaar...
JI ZINDAGI...

smile and tears...

2008-05-31T09:06:00.000+05:30

Smile and Tears are the two sides of the same coin…

People love to smile and they just hate to shed their tears… people actually don’t know with shedding tears they can actually smile later…. Its like if you shed ur tears today…you wont shed it tomorrow and will certainly smile…cuz there are many reasons to smile but there are very few reasons to shed tears…

Read somewhere… we smile when we think about the past when we have cried…and we shed our tears by thinking about when we smiled in the past… you can say its childish but it actually happens… when you think about your friends and the time spent together...it brings tears in your eyes… and when you smile on things by remembering when you cried for your foolishness…

So I think its not a bad idea to cry few times by remembering all the good times you ve had...

And of course we have more teeth than eyes to show… so show your strength…

...MAYO...

2008-05-30T15:08:00.001+05:30

Mayo College...a renowned institute in the city of Ajmer spread in 305 acres...it was built by the Viceroy of India, Lord Mayo in the year 1875...
and its a matter of proud for me to be the part of such institute... well we call it "heaven" on earth... I joined Mayo in class 8th in the year 2000 and was there till I completed my class 12th... so I was there for nearly 5 years and i enjoyed each and every moment i stayed there... was a swimmer there and represented my school at different levels...my main stroke was "freestyle and breaststroke"... being a swimmer I played each and every sport there...
Made many friends here including Saharsha, Sachit,Anant and Animesh... my bestest palz....
well writing about Mayo is like counting drops in ocean...its endless....
so this is brief about my life...my Mayo life...

sometimes i write too...

2008-05-30T14:31:00.000+05:30

-People dying everywhere
Children Crying everywhere

Everywhere there is harassment
Still our govt. is not taking any measurements

Our country was called as the bird of gold
Now why everywhere there is war of cold

O god, stop these fights
Its now heights

When will I be the proud citizen of this country
When will I can say that I love my country

-I was down and feeling lonely…

I just got up and started writing…

And when I finished with my writing…

I realized I was never alone…whole world was with me…

-We meet people…we depart from them

We trust people…and sometimes they breaks it

Sometimes we are helpful…and sometimes we are helpless…

Its all what life is all about…and we have to live with it…

So why not to live happily and live it like a king…

-If laughter is the best medicine...then why people are still crying...

If we say that we got freedom in 1947...then why still we are not free...

If we say that we are living in a developing country...then why we are still underdeveloped...

so much of unemployment...corruption...illiteracy...evil activities are taking place...and still we say that INDIA "shining"...if this is the meaning of shining then I pray to god that the sun of India alwayz sets...

people i like...

2008-05-30T13:10:00.000+05:30

... i love to read, watch and to hear about them...for me they are my hero except my family n frenz...
they are :-
1. Che Guevara
2. Sachin Tendulkar
3. Michael Schumacher
4. Valentino Rossi
5. Ian Thorpe
6. Adolf Hitler
7. Amitabh Bachchan
8. Subhash Chandra Bose

for my sister...

2008-05-30T01:19:00.000+05:30

A sister is someone who leads you when you are having a problem.
A sister makes you laugh and cry.
A sister is someone who likes to fight with you.
A sister is the one who stands with you in all your ups and downs.
A sister makes you remember who you really are.
A sister sometimes makes you cry when they are very sad.
A sister is someone who is always there for you through all the laughter and tears.
A sister is real.
A sister never will pretend.
A sister is someone like you whom I treasure everyday in my heart.

my mumma...

2008-05-30T01:07:00.000+05:30

Mother You filled my days with rainbow lights,
fairytales and sweet dream nights,
A kiss to wipe away my tears,
Gingerbread to ease my fears.
You gave the gift of life to me,
And then in love, you set me free.
I thank you for your tender care,
for deep warm hugs and being there.
I hope that when you think of me,
A part of you, you'll always see.

my dad

2008-05-30T01:04:00.000+05:30

Father, you were always there,
You always showed me how much you care.
You were the bread winner of the family,
Now, I know how men should be.

You always tucked me in my bed,
And kept a roof over my head.
I remember well our family trips,
And how you bought me double dips.

You were always firm, but not too bold,
You made our house warm, not cold.
I love you more than words can say,
In my heart you will forever stay.

when you can see a smile on my face...

2008-05-29T22:09:00.002+05:30

there are many reasons for a person to smile... in my life...thr are but dunno they are in bundle or in a pinch...
as i am living alone ... u can see smile on my face as soon as i see or talk to any of my family member...
i smile when i am with my bestest pal whoz 1000 kms away sitting is Ghaziabad...
i smile when i am on my bike...royal enfield...
i smile when i visit to my school...MAYO...
i smile when i am listening to my favorite music band...
i smile when i am watching my favorite movie DIL CHAHTA HAI...
i smile when i talk to my few frenz like "doctor saahib or beauty sleeper"...
i smile when i am watching Mr.Beans...

these are few moments when i smile genuinely ... ... ... and i want them to be there alwayz...
living years X 365 X 24 X 7 ...

silence...

2008-05-29T21:53:00.000+05:30

silence and quite...these two things you will notice when you see me these dayz and i dont know the reason behind it... i dont feel like to talk to anybody...just wanna stay alone... keep thinking that i am not giving happiness to the people around me... so why the hell i am surviving... but quiting life is not my cup of tea... i will fight...thts achint mathur's attitude... cant give up like this... will face and handle everything...
why i am not answering if somebody calls me... why i am speechless sometimes... why i am going through such state of mind... why i am getting irritated... why i am hating things which i love most...what is troubling me....
dunno the answers of these questions...
read somewhere that silence is beautiful... but not anymore in my case... wanna go in ugly world... cant stay in ths beautiful world.....
i was never like this... i wanna get back to myself...

dreamz...

2008-05-29T20:34:00.000+05:30

this is the thing people see during their sleep as well as with their open eyes... some are achievable and some are not... these dreams are endless... and they are totally depend on how we move towards to convert it into reality... its all about hard work and luck... sometimes you put hardwork but luck is not on ur side...and if luck is their with you , then no matter you worked hard or not...
so i guess in my case luck is miles away from me... i just wanna have it to move forward... want soooo many things but cant just cuz I cant ask for it... as what i wanna achieve...i failed in achieving it...

so its like you should not dream of what you cant get... dream what you can achieve and can get in life... and of course keep working hard...

"dreams" are actually unlimited...